ayy... anybody here? lol. i seldom blog nowadays. can you like contact me via sms or MSN? LOL. =D
hehe.. see you guys soon!
Monday, November 8, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Empty.
我在也不知道自己在想什么了。
一切都像童话故事里，
但就少了那美好的完美结局。
我在也不知道自己在想什么了。
我从梦里醒来之后,
再也没看到你那灿烂的笑容。
我在这个无聊的世界里，
想着梦里的你，
无法控制自己。
眼泪就像无法控制的水一样，
不停的流到眼睛也红肿了。
我很想再也不要去尝试被爱和爱他人的感觉了。
一次一次的悲伤和伤痛，
让我觉得很辛苦，很疲惫。
这次如果失败了，
我在也不会爱上一个又会让我伤痕纍纍的人了。
P。S。
我现在不知道该说些什么，
但是我知道我是真心诚意的喜欢你的。
虽然一切都开始得太快，
我只希望你能开开心心的天天带着那灿烂的笑容到处让你周围的人感到快乐。
我<3你。
一切都像童话故事里，
但就少了那美好的完美结局。
我在也不知道自己在想什么了。
我从梦里醒来之后,
再也没看到你那灿烂的笑容。
我在这个无聊的世界里，
想着梦里的你，
无法控制自己。
眼泪就像无法控制的水一样，
不停的流到眼睛也红肿了。
我很想再也不要去尝试被爱和爱他人的感觉了。
一次一次的悲伤和伤痛，
让我觉得很辛苦，很疲惫。
这次如果失败了，
我在也不会爱上一个又会让我伤痕纍纍的人了。
P。S。
我现在不知道该说些什么，
但是我知道我是真心诚意的喜欢你的。
虽然一切都开始得太快，
我只希望你能开开心心的天天带着那灿烂的笑容到处让你周围的人感到快乐。
我<3你。
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Is this the right way to stop?
I been thinking about it this whole mornig.
I duno what im doing is right or wrong. But whatever i've done... im still not happy. i miss you lots. i duno why. especially when u dont sms me anymore. I know i was the one who asked for it. perhaps i need time to tune back. I feel very sad on this day. the day i wanna be happy on. why is all this happening to me?
It feels fuzzy and funny deep inside when ur emo and u walk past this big big shelf of Dettol in NTUC. =\
Im hoping i wont do anything stupid.
Im breaking down deep inside, physically and mentally.
I have no more courage to move on.
I just have to finish what I started and perhaps move on to what I think is the best way out of everything.
I duno what im doing is right or wrong. But whatever i've done... im still not happy. i miss you lots. i duno why. especially when u dont sms me anymore. I know i was the one who asked for it. perhaps i need time to tune back. I feel very sad on this day. the day i wanna be happy on. why is all this happening to me?
It feels fuzzy and funny deep inside when ur emo and u walk past this big big shelf of Dettol in NTUC. =\
Im hoping i wont do anything stupid.
Im breaking down deep inside, physically and mentally.
I have no more courage to move on.
I just have to finish what I started and perhaps move on to what I think is the best way out of everything.
Monday, April 5, 2010
i didn't like it much.
The dinner @ Wavehouse on Good Friday was kinda crappy. I had myself wrote a 500word essay complaint to the manager. Seriously! It got me really really pissed the whole time. I'm still waiting for manager's reply and say on this. If she's not going to reply den i dont think i should support her anymore. =\
I know I'm walking into this trap I laid out for myself.
Everyday right after i wake up, I tell myself this
"These people doesn't like you, so don't bother trying to get together, It's obvious they are just nice coz they just wanna be friends... you are fine the way you are being single now. Move on!!"
Like seriously! I need something/someone to distract me...
I DON'T WANT NOR NEED THIS EXTRA STRESS.
I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE.
YOUR REALLY NICE!
BUT I CANT CONTROL.
AND IT'S DRIVING ME MAD!
RAGING HORMONES OUTTA CONTROL!!
I LEFT MY HEART ON THE DANCE FLOOR! (and everyone's stepping on it. FUCK YOU!)
LOL. that's random. for a second there I didn't feel stress but it's back again.
>.<
I Hate This Part Right Here, I Just Cant Take (your) Those Tears...
Gahhh!!!
1 sheep, 2 sheeps, 3 sheeps, 4 sheeps, 5 sheeps, 6 sheeps, 7 sheeps, 8 sheeps, 9 sheeps....
I GIVE UP!
I know I'm walking into this trap I laid out for myself.
Everyday right after i wake up, I tell myself this
"These people doesn't like you, so don't bother trying to get together, It's obvious they are just nice coz they just wanna be friends... you are fine the way you are being single now. Move on!!"
Like seriously! I need something/someone to distract me...
I DON'T WANT NOR NEED THIS EXTRA STRESS.
I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE.
YOUR REALLY NICE!
BUT I CANT CONTROL.
AND IT'S DRIVING ME MAD!
RAGING HORMONES OUTTA CONTROL!!
I LEFT MY HEART ON THE DANCE FLOOR! (and everyone's stepping on it. FUCK YOU!)
LOL. that's random. for a second there I didn't feel stress but it's back again.
>.<
I Hate This Part Right Here, I Just Cant Take (your) Those Tears...
Gahhh!!!
1 sheep, 2 sheeps, 3 sheeps, 4 sheeps, 5 sheeps, 6 sheeps, 7 sheeps, 8 sheeps, 9 sheeps....
I GIVE UP!
Monday, March 29, 2010
I'm failing...
I unconditionally fall into a trap, one after another.
Only yet to find a further shattered piece of Heart,
Beside the all-already-broken one I have.
It takes effort to resist and control.
It takes time to move on and ignore.
It takes a lot for me to do all this.
I hope my head stops telling me what to do,
Just cause people are nice to me...
Doesn't mean they like me @ a single bit,
Not even a inch of love.
I do not want to talk to most of the people i use to chat with in JAPS anymore.
They just try their very best to disappoint you again and yet again after another.
They have no heart. no compassion. no understanding sentimentals.
It's a waste of time, energy and money.
I spent 150% doing happy things for them.
They spent 200% doing crappy things for me.
FUCK YOU PEOPLE. SCREW YOU!
Ya i know, all your other friends are more important.
For each and every occasion and outing i planned, your OTHER friends are ALWAYS MORE IMPORTANT.
Only yet to find a further shattered piece of Heart,
Beside the all-already-broken one I have.
It takes effort to resist and control.
It takes time to move on and ignore.
It takes a lot for me to do all this.
I hope my head stops telling me what to do,
Just cause people are nice to me...
Doesn't mean they like me @ a single bit,
Not even a inch of love.
I do not want to talk to most of the people i use to chat with in JAPS anymore.
They just try their very best to disappoint you again and yet again after another.
They have no heart. no compassion. no understanding sentimentals.
It's a waste of time, energy and money.
I spent 150% doing happy things for them.
They spent 200% doing crappy things for me.
FUCK YOU PEOPLE. SCREW YOU!
Ya i know, all your other friends are more important.
For each and every occasion and outing i planned, your OTHER friends are ALWAYS MORE IMPORTANT.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Friends. or not?
Believe it or not...
I've finished nearly the Second year in Singapore Poly...
meaning I've been eating in school alone for roughly 1 year since my bestie graduated. =\
I even have a schedule for my lonely lunch breaks!
Monday Break = Sleep at my comfy corner @ Library L5.
Tuesday Break = Use computer and stare at screen. (nothing to do either)
Wednesday = End school at 12. SHOPPING! seems like the only things that cheers me up now.
Thursday Break = Sleep/computer
Friday = End school at 12. SHOPPING!
It's kinda sad. Im starting to loathe school. It just seems to me that my SELF-PROCLAIMED friends are being more and more drifted away... It hurts to know the effort i put in just goes down the drain. So now, Im only your friend either when... you need help from me, you need company from me coz everyone else is unavailable... blah blah blah goes on the list of excuses and all...
To me, Close friends still feel a little like Close friends.
Normal friends = accquaintances now.
Accquaintances = strangers now.
I see no point in saying Hi-Bye and just wave my hands... If you ever did see me on the streets and i walked past you and you know i noticed you but didn't bother. This post is for you people. I cant be bothered to wave my hands just to make u smile. In fact, i dont even wanna smile at you.
I once said.
"I smiled at you, not because I'm trying to be friendly.
Deep inside, I have the very urge to stab you with a knife so sharp.
You wont feel a thing."
They always say they care and they bother, they are still there when they are well... PHYSICALLY never here. If with that said, WHY DO I EVEN NEED YOU TO BE SPRITUALLY HERE? If that's the case millions and millions care and bother about me they are JUST NOT HERE. There's no point in just talking crap and saying shit! Actions seriously mean more den words.
Firstly, dont say what you dont mean!
Secondly, if you've already said what you dont mean! At least have the guts to admit that!
Thirdly, i jolly well dont need your presence AT ALL!
VANISH WITHIN MY SIGHT!
DISAPPEAR INTO THIN AIR!
DISINTERGRATE INTO NOTHING MORE DEN HYDROGEN!
Face it! Whoever you are, your just as superficial as anyone you've pointed out.
All that matters to me now is me myself and I.
I need money to substain the living im going for.
I need to work.
I need to earn.
A month worth of SGD 3000 is NOT ENOUGH!
A month worth of SGD 5000 is bearly ENOUGH!
A month worth of SGD 8000 for me myself and I.
LOL. Yes, I'm being very very materalistic.
SO WHAT?
Gucci don't disappoint me!
Burberry ain't going to not come along with me for dinners i organise!
MOST OF ALL, They never leave you. Well... not that you lose you lahh...
If I were ever given a choice to choose.
YOU FREAKING IDIOTS
VS.
Luxury Fashion Brands
The answers is obvious.
I believe i deserve more for what I've given.
It's time to reap a little of what I've sow.
Sometimes, I'm jealous you treat others better when honestly, I treat you like a I cant deserve any better.
I was and am still giving what i can.
But It seems to me... I'm compared as nothing much to the others u cherish more.
Maybe I am really not good enough.
Maybe I am not your people's ideal kind of friend.
I ain't rich.
I ain't hot.
I ain't got all the contacts.
I ain't got talents.
I ain't got anything much that i can be proud of in fact.
But I'm Harry. I believe I still deserve a little credit for being Harry.
The playful idiotic emotional crazy wild bitchy slutty materialistic Harry i am.
With all that I've mentioned.
I shall go for my class and I shall try my best for exams.
Labels ain't going to disappoint me.
OH WAIT! If it's MIC den maybe it would be disappointing so ya... not MIC products. LOL.
Australia, Italy, France, Europe, USA, Canada, Spain, Germany the list goes on. =P
Next post shall be CNY stuff I've bought!!!
Before that i got to get the last 2 things done.
Bag and Hair. =D
Till den Blog reader(s).
I've finished nearly the Second year in Singapore Poly...
meaning I've been eating in school alone for roughly 1 year since my bestie graduated. =\
I even have a schedule for my lonely lunch breaks!
Monday Break = Sleep at my comfy corner @ Library L5.
Tuesday Break = Use computer and stare at screen. (nothing to do either)
Wednesday = End school at 12. SHOPPING! seems like the only things that cheers me up now.
Thursday Break = Sleep/computer
Friday = End school at 12. SHOPPING!
It's kinda sad. Im starting to loathe school. It just seems to me that my SELF-PROCLAIMED friends are being more and more drifted away... It hurts to know the effort i put in just goes down the drain. So now, Im only your friend either when... you need help from me, you need company from me coz everyone else is unavailable... blah blah blah goes on the list of excuses and all...
To me, Close friends still feel a little like Close friends.
Normal friends = accquaintances now.
Accquaintances = strangers now.
I see no point in saying Hi-Bye and just wave my hands... If you ever did see me on the streets and i walked past you and you know i noticed you but didn't bother. This post is for you people. I cant be bothered to wave my hands just to make u smile. In fact, i dont even wanna smile at you.
I once said.
"I smiled at you, not because I'm trying to be friendly.
Deep inside, I have the very urge to stab you with a knife so sharp.
You wont feel a thing."
They always say they care and they bother, they are still there when they are well... PHYSICALLY never here. If with that said, WHY DO I EVEN NEED YOU TO BE SPRITUALLY HERE? If that's the case millions and millions care and bother about me they are JUST NOT HERE. There's no point in just talking crap and saying shit! Actions seriously mean more den words.
Firstly, dont say what you dont mean!
Secondly, if you've already said what you dont mean! At least have the guts to admit that!
Thirdly, i jolly well dont need your presence AT ALL!
VANISH WITHIN MY SIGHT!
DISAPPEAR INTO THIN AIR!
DISINTERGRATE INTO NOTHING MORE DEN HYDROGEN!
Face it! Whoever you are, your just as superficial as anyone you've pointed out.
All that matters to me now is me myself and I.
I need money to substain the living im going for.
I need to work.
I need to earn.
A month worth of SGD 3000 is NOT ENOUGH!
A month worth of SGD 5000 is bearly ENOUGH!
A month worth of SGD 8000 for me myself and I.
LOL. Yes, I'm being very very materalistic.
SO WHAT?
Gucci don't disappoint me!
Burberry ain't going to not come along with me for dinners i organise!
MOST OF ALL, They never leave you. Well... not that you lose you lahh...
If I were ever given a choice to choose.
YOU FREAKING IDIOTS
VS.
Luxury Fashion Brands
The answers is obvious.
I believe i deserve more for what I've given.
It's time to reap a little of what I've sow.
Sometimes, I'm jealous you treat others better when honestly, I treat you like a I cant deserve any better.
I was and am still giving what i can.
But It seems to me... I'm compared as nothing much to the others u cherish more.
Maybe I am really not good enough.
Maybe I am not your people's ideal kind of friend.
I ain't rich.
I ain't hot.
I ain't got all the contacts.
I ain't got talents.
I ain't got anything much that i can be proud of in fact.
But I'm Harry. I believe I still deserve a little credit for being Harry.
The playful idiotic emotional crazy wild bitchy slutty materialistic Harry i am.
With all that I've mentioned.
I shall go for my class and I shall try my best for exams.
Labels ain't going to disappoint me.
OH WAIT! If it's MIC den maybe it would be disappointing so ya... not MIC products. LOL.
Australia, Italy, France, Europe, USA, Canada, Spain, Germany the list goes on. =P
Next post shall be CNY stuff I've bought!!!
Before that i got to get the last 2 things done.
Bag and Hair. =D
Till den Blog reader(s).
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
either this or that. =x
Now that it's confirmed with Louis Vuitton.
The decision drops down to 2 options.
Definitely not the so common and fakeys- Damier or Monogram
It'll be meaningless to get something everyone has. =DD
1st option-
Louis Vuitton Taiga Multiple Wallet. =D
2nd option-
Louis Vuitton Taiga Billfold with 6 credit slots. =D
PLEASE VOTE. =DDDDDDDDDD
The decision drops down to 2 options.
Definitely not the so common and fakeys- Damier or Monogram
It'll be meaningless to get something everyone has. =DD
1st option-
Louis Vuitton Taiga Multiple Wallet. =D
2nd option-
Louis Vuitton Taiga Billfold with 6 credit slots. =D
PLEASE VOTE. =DDDDDDDDDD
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
SIGH.
It sucks when so many mishappening happens all in 2 days.
By the way today's Tuesday 04.01.10.
Yesterday, my quarrelled with practically my whole family. Its like they are all against me? I admit its my wrong for raising my voice but still the whole point was that the jeans, i dont mind paying 17bucks to take it to the alteration shop at JP and the uncle could do a good job turning it into a nice fitting Slim-Fit jeans for me! Cause apparently, my mom said her friend could do it for free though it's just turning it into a thinner Regular-Fit shorter jeans... But my mom told me ytd when i asked for the jeans that her friend havent return her and she paid her friend 20bucks to do it. Den i was like... i thought u said it was for free? if u were to give her 20bucks u might as well give me 17 and i could bring it to JP and have that uncle do it for me nicely and all! ARGHZ... den the whole thing just flare with my father scolding me for getting so many Tiggers and my brother scolding me for nothing. tssk tsk. ARGHz... some reasons why i dont like to be at home coz it seems that im the centre of "ATTRACTION" more like the centre of "CRAP"...
=.=
Den today! The first very very bad day of 2010 for me, i believe.
Firstly, i scored relatively disappointing for my PPM which i thot i could at least get a 65... tssk tsk. shall not reveal how much i got. but ya... =(
Den i went to town to get the Attachment form which i MUST give to the lecturer tomorrow to vet to see if i can work @ Rustic Living. =D
Den i went back to school for class. (P.S. my break was 2 hours i didn't skip class hor)
den the lecture was kinda boring coz it was teaching P=VI and V1/V2=T1/T2
which is Transformer for those who duno. well, i guess the chim part has yet to come.
after school, I met with my friend to collect my long deserved Burberry wallet.
AND THEN THE MORE DISAPPOINTING THING HAPPENED.
The wallet wasn't the right one. It was the Classic Check for Men's Long wallet. The one my friend help me got was Black Check for Men's Long wallet WHICH IS NOT NICE AT ALL!!! =( sigh* so i asked to have it returned and I want the one that i wanted from the start.
The Classic Checked Men's Wallet (PREFERABLY THE NEW COLLECTION ONE)
Sigh* den another thing was that my result for EMD was horrifying too! gosH what's with Tuesday today!?!?!?
Well practically everything kinda sucked. Wanted to open an eSaver account at Standard Chart only to find that I cant open it with a proper IC which i believe i left at home, though i duno where i left it. =\
den i went window shopping around for accessories to match my coming CNY clothings. WHICH i have yet bought. HAHA. Apart from CALVIN KLEIN UNDIES~~~
SIGH*
please better days come to me! =\
Good nights people.
By the way today's Tuesday 04.01.10.
Yesterday, my quarrelled with practically my whole family. Its like they are all against me? I admit its my wrong for raising my voice but still the whole point was that the jeans, i dont mind paying 17bucks to take it to the alteration shop at JP and the uncle could do a good job turning it into a nice fitting Slim-Fit jeans for me! Cause apparently, my mom said her friend could do it for free though it's just turning it into a thinner Regular-Fit shorter jeans... But my mom told me ytd when i asked for the jeans that her friend havent return her and she paid her friend 20bucks to do it. Den i was like... i thought u said it was for free? if u were to give her 20bucks u might as well give me 17 and i could bring it to JP and have that uncle do it for me nicely and all! ARGHZ... den the whole thing just flare with my father scolding me for getting so many Tiggers and my brother scolding me for nothing. tssk tsk. ARGHz... some reasons why i dont like to be at home coz it seems that im the centre of "ATTRACTION" more like the centre of "CRAP"...
=.=
Den today! The first very very bad day of 2010 for me, i believe.
Firstly, i scored relatively disappointing for my PPM which i thot i could at least get a 65... tssk tsk. shall not reveal how much i got. but ya... =(
Den i went to town to get the Attachment form which i MUST give to the lecturer tomorrow to vet to see if i can work @ Rustic Living. =D
Den i went back to school for class. (P.S. my break was 2 hours i didn't skip class hor)
den the lecture was kinda boring coz it was teaching P=VI and V1/V2=T1/T2
which is Transformer for those who duno. well, i guess the chim part has yet to come.
after school, I met with my friend to collect my long deserved Burberry wallet.
AND THEN THE MORE DISAPPOINTING THING HAPPENED.
The wallet wasn't the right one. It was the Classic Check for Men's Long wallet. The one my friend help me got was Black Check for Men's Long wallet WHICH IS NOT NICE AT ALL!!! =( sigh* so i asked to have it returned and I want the one that i wanted from the start.
The Classic Checked Men's Wallet (PREFERABLY THE NEW COLLECTION ONE)
Sigh* den another thing was that my result for EMD was horrifying too! gosH what's with Tuesday today!?!?!?
Well practically everything kinda sucked. Wanted to open an eSaver account at Standard Chart only to find that I cant open it with a proper IC which i believe i left at home, though i duno where i left it. =\
den i went window shopping around for accessories to match my coming CNY clothings. WHICH i have yet bought. HAHA. Apart from CALVIN KLEIN UNDIES~~~
SIGH*
please better days come to me! =\
Good nights people.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
The worst disappointment ever.
To whom it may concern,
This Christmas is the WORST so far ever. I HATE CHRISTMAS! I spend fuck lots on things to give my SO CALLED FRIENDS who didn't bother spending a few hours with me during this christmas period. Whats the point of all the hassle? like WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with them?! Or well, im just dumb and stupid to think they are my friends.
FINE IM JUST NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL.
CLASS OUTING HALF CAME OUTTA THE ONES THAT SUPPOSE TO COME.
JAPS OUTING HALF CAME OUTTA THE ONES THAT SUPPOSE TO COME.
SECONDARY SCHOOL, JUST CANCEL LA FUCK LA!
I see no point putting SO much effort in booking restaurants buying chocolates for EVERYONE and spend fuck much time to wrap all the chocolates and cookies i bought for people. IT's just not appreciated AT ALL. It's nobody cares about u on Christmas! well majority! Thanks for the Tigger figurine from you-know-who and the Tigger keychain from another you-know-who. I FEEL STUPID AND CHEATED BY SANTA CLAUS. fuck you santa! CHEE BYE GO DIE LA! Whats the point of giving when nobody is recieving what u wanna give! YOU LIAR FAT ASS! CHRISTMAS IS JUST A FUCKING NORMAL DAY THAT NOBODY CARES ABOUT HARRY!
BE GONE!
My 2010 FIRST resolution is:
NOT TO GET ANYONE CHRISTMAS PRESENTS FOR 2010! NOBODY GETS IT! NOBODY!
This Christmas is the WORST so far ever. I HATE CHRISTMAS! I spend fuck lots on things to give my SO CALLED FRIENDS who didn't bother spending a few hours with me during this christmas period. Whats the point of all the hassle? like WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with them?! Or well, im just dumb and stupid to think they are my friends.
FINE IM JUST NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL.
CLASS OUTING HALF CAME OUTTA THE ONES THAT SUPPOSE TO COME.
JAPS OUTING HALF CAME OUTTA THE ONES THAT SUPPOSE TO COME.
SECONDARY SCHOOL, JUST CANCEL LA FUCK LA!
I see no point putting SO much effort in booking restaurants buying chocolates for EVERYONE and spend fuck much time to wrap all the chocolates and cookies i bought for people. IT's just not appreciated AT ALL. It's nobody cares about u on Christmas! well majority! Thanks for the Tigger figurine from you-know-who and the Tigger keychain from another you-know-who. I FEEL STUPID AND CHEATED BY SANTA CLAUS. fuck you santa! CHEE BYE GO DIE LA! Whats the point of giving when nobody is recieving what u wanna give! YOU LIAR FAT ASS! CHRISTMAS IS JUST A FUCKING NORMAL DAY THAT NOBODY CARES ABOUT HARRY!
BE GONE!
My 2010 FIRST resolution is:
NOT TO GET ANYONE CHRISTMAS PRESENTS FOR 2010! NOBODY GETS IT! NOBODY!
Thursday, December 3, 2009
a few day's BLABBER~
I am HAPPY!
First of all, I was really happy and i enjoyed the time i spent with u on Monday even though it was a mere 3 hours. =\ Thanks for meeting up. =x though i really hope to see u again soon before you fly off. *Huggs*
Look at this!
Starbucks gives out free coffee every year around the period of Christmas. It's in collaboration with The Salvation Army. =D And i've gotten myself a Hot Mocha (tall) with some donations into the tin can. =D TRALALALAA~
i love 3rd December 2009! =X
First of all, I was really happy and i enjoyed the time i spent with u on Monday even though it was a mere 3 hours. =\ Thanks for meeting up. =x though i really hope to see u again soon before you fly off. *Huggs*
Look at this!
This box looks like nothing to you right? YOU SURE?!?!
Yes, there's another blue box with lots of air packets in it. Does it look suspicious to you? Gotta warn the MRT staff u know? =X
This is the box within the box. even more suspicious? ahmmm... wonder what is it ayy? =X
Enough with the wait already. TADA! This is what's within the box! CUTE AND AWESOME RIGHT?!?! (The Wonderful Thing About Tigger with MY NAME!!!)
Close up with Mr. Bobbling Tigger! =X
Den... today i went shopping at Uniqlo! OMG. It was crazy! There was a queue just to get into the shop! and it took us like 10mins or so just to go in... Den my friend help me queue up for the cashier coz it's obvious the queue for the cashier is like M.A.D! MAD!!!
I think the publicity for this sales was VERY successful, i mean just look at the queue! ok maybe the PRICE is also very "CUSTOMER-ATTRACTING" but nevertheless it was a good tactic to put up their promotion posters along the covered walkways in and out of the Somerset MRT. OK!
Back to my story... as my friend queue up. i head STRAIGHT to the jacket section! Coz... the jackets are for like SGD$9.90 ONLY!
Like OH my GOD!!!
LOL.
Den i went back to my friend and passed him the 2 Medium sized Jackets. 1 for Alex and 1 for Me. Alex couldn't make it to the sales as his in Tekong so i help him got one ORANGE one as the RED one he requested wasn't available... I guess he wanna be BOOMz like Ris, but den again it's a bad idea coz i think she's not fashionable. LOL. >.<
Den i went off to search for more preys! LOL. Somethings caught my eyes and well... some people caught my eyes as well... but the focus was the THINGS not the PEOPLE!
(But there's one guy worth mentioning, or well... crisitising... LOL. There was this guy in his mid 20s i guess... he was wearing a OBVIOUSLY boxer kinda thingy and walked around Uniqlo... >.<>.< please! A boxer is tooo bad! get something proper to come to town!!!)
OK!
Den i got 2 jeans and asked my friend to pick one out, i sort of have to get the cheaper one coz im sort of .... SHORT OF $$$. ='( been spending a lot on others and not myself with my November pay... but i guess it's WORTH it. =DDD and guess what?!
THE JEANS WAS ONLY SGD$ 19.90!!!
EXACTLY! The price was a KILLER wanted to get more but i couldn't... (Short of $$) sigh*
Here's the 2 items i got! 
I feel accomplished with all the shopping and gift today. HEHE. =DD
And look at this last picture of this post today.
Starbucks gives out free coffee every year around the period of Christmas. It's in collaboration with The Salvation Army. =D And i've gotten myself a Hot Mocha (tall) with some donations into the tin can. =D TRALALALAA~
i love 3rd December 2009! =X
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Party~
Thank Dominic, for inviting me over for ya birthday party~ =D really appreciated that u invited me! =DDD I LOVE THE ALCOHOL! LOL. The lemon liquor thingy taste FAB-U-LOUS!! LOL. maybe i should get one myself! =p hehee... lalalaa...
Monday, November 23, 2009
It takes time to realize...
It has been exactly 2 months minus 5 days. Since we met. I still remember the first day we met. It feels peaceful and friendly, but now it's all just crap i guess. Seems that there were "anything special between us" as quoted.
I know im dumb and retarded. My friends all think your an ass, I think im the ass. >.< being unable to let go after 2 months is kinda ridiculous when nothing have been official anyway. I always and am going to believe everything u said was true when we were still "friends"? i duno what we were but it seems that we were nothing to you.
I hope you enjoy ur last few days in SG. It seems it'll be better off without me. I don't need apologies nor explanations. Somewhat it feels like you wanna sever all ties with me. So be it. But just to let you know if ur ever reading this. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. =\
I know im dumb and retarded. My friends all think your an ass, I think im the ass. >.< being unable to let go after 2 months is kinda ridiculous when nothing have been official anyway. I always and am going to believe everything u said was true when we were still "friends"? i duno what we were but it seems that we were nothing to you.
I hope you enjoy ur last few days in SG. It seems it'll be better off without me. I don't need apologies nor explanations. Somewhat it feels like you wanna sever all ties with me. So be it. But just to let you know if ur ever reading this. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. =\
Thursday, November 19, 2009
happenings happened.
I've spent a lot already!!!
I've gotten a new Tigger for myself. (Tigger, the 13th) Hehee...
I've gotten chocolate cookies.
I've gotten liquor chocolates.
I've gotten Winne the pooh bear Christmas cards! (THE EMPHASIZE IS THE TIGGERS!)
I've gotten self made Invitation cards for the rest of my events.
And those cost me roughly 150bucks already!!! GAHHH!!! >.<>.< BUT it's Christmas! The joy of sharing and giving is setting inside me much earlier den anybody else! Maybe because the shop im working at has already put up Christmas decorations stuffs for sales like 2 months before Christmas actually arrives..? I still got to get A lot a lot of items for all my friends for Christmass!!! GAWWWDDD! LoL. That means i'll have to work harder to pay off the things im getting for everyone else and... MYSELF! I've decided to get myself a...
BURBERRY CLASSIC CHECKERED LONG WALLET FOR MEN!!! =DDDD
lalala... Im so EXCITED to this coming Christmas and my event in January! A post New Year celebration! Lalalaa...
Oh oh OHH!! i just remembered!
My cousin and I have decide to come up with a FREE HUGGs event on 23rd December 2009 for pre christmas share-the-joy mood. Looking for people to join. Might have to dress up for the theme "Christmas". =DD i MIGHT be able to get free accessories and costumes if needed.
Please contact me @ 94231658 if your interested!
I've gotten a new Tigger for myself. (Tigger, the 13th) Hehee...
I've gotten chocolate cookies.
I've gotten liquor chocolates.
I've gotten Winne the pooh bear Christmas cards! (THE EMPHASIZE IS THE TIGGERS!)
I've gotten self made Invitation cards for the rest of my events.
And those cost me roughly 150bucks already!!! GAHHH!!! >.<>.< BUT it's Christmas! The joy of sharing and giving is setting inside me much earlier den anybody else! Maybe because the shop im working at has already put up Christmas decorations stuffs for sales like 2 months before Christmas actually arrives..? I still got to get A lot a lot of items for all my friends for Christmass!!! GAWWWDDD! LoL. That means i'll have to work harder to pay off the things im getting for everyone else and... MYSELF! I've decided to get myself a...
BURBERRY CLASSIC CHECKERED LONG WALLET FOR MEN!!! =DDDD
lalala... Im so EXCITED to this coming Christmas and my event in January! A post New Year celebration! Lalalaa...
Oh oh OHH!! i just remembered!
My cousin and I have decide to come up with a FREE HUGGs event on 23rd December 2009 for pre christmas share-the-joy mood. Looking for people to join. Might have to dress up for the theme "Christmas". =DD i MIGHT be able to get free accessories and costumes if needed.
Please contact me @ 94231658 if your interested!
Monday, November 9, 2009
Topic: Homosexuality marriage be allowed in Singapore.
That was the question posted to me and my friends on the first day of Critical Reasoning Skills.
It was pretty disturbing to know that practically my whole class was laughing head over heels when the topic was bought up by our Module Lecturer for "Critical Reasoning Skills".
Ok, I was exaggerating but it's true they laughed until our lecture stopped them telling them in a very stern face "Can you people be less childish and face such problems already" or well... something along that line. Is homosexuality a funny topic? Or is it that they have not mature enough to deal with the matters of current affairs in Singapore? I believe in the latter.
The numbers of homosexuals are on the rise for these recent years in Singapore and the fact remains that their presence cannot be ignored by Singapore Government anymore. The debate of "Amendments to be made to the Penal Code 377A" was strongly pushed down with the reason of that Singapore's majority population are not ready to face the consequences of allowing homosexual marriage. As quoted from Mr Lee Kuan Yew, Minister Mentor of Singapore's Government (PAP) "...people to live their own lives so long as they don't impinge on other people."
But how do people (Homosexuals) live their own lives without being themselves, such that their actions do not impinge on others?? It's like asking a monkey not to climb trees and walk on two legs and talking properly like how humans are doing. As it seems demoralising to know that still there are people in my generations, basically the teens, being so close-minded and unknowing about the society out there.
Yes, Religious and tradition thinking have played a major part in what implies the Right and the Wrong in our current society. Yet again, we can't let religion and tradition take control over what our conscience tells us. Tradition, It have been passed down from generations to generations about the "bad" of being homosexual and rumours that being homosexual give you a higher chance of contracting STDs and HIVs which is so not true! Being homosexual doesn't mean you get to have a higher chance of getting rotten dicks/pussies and rotting patchy itchy skins around your genitals.
Statistics shown by the Singapore Ministry Of Health shows that in Year 2008,
Heterosexual-248
Homosexual-151
Bisexual- 34
Intravenous drug use- 20
Blood Transfusion- 0
Renal Transplant overseas- 0
Perinatal (mother to child)- 0
Uncertain- 3
TOTAL- 456.
This is the statistics for over the range of year 1985-2001,
Heterosexual- 1160
Homosexual- 191
Bisexual- 146
Intravenous drug use- 32
Blood Transfusion- 3
Renal Transplant overseas- 5
Perinatal (mother to child)- 15
Uncertain- 47
TOTAL- 1599
Yes, I know that the amount of HIVs for homosexuals are raising as years have gone by. But the amount of homosexuals coming out of their own closet has also risen (as society is becoming less and less "traditional" in some ways) and it can be compared to the amount of homosexuals that were closeted at the past traditional society.
Yet another controversial topic is the generalisation of being Homosexuals. People tend to think that being gay means your sissy and whiny like a girl or vice versa; a lesbian being very "manly" like a straight man. People in the general population (straights) only see things on one side of the window and never ever step out of their comfort zone in their own house with the Air-con blowing chillingly down to their spine and yet they cover a blanket over themselves while in bed. Not knowing how hot and difficult it is to live a life as how we can only do in the hot climate and extreme weathers outside the comfort of the house. Rain or Shine, homosexuals still have to carry on with their everyday routine; Sleep, Eat, Work, Play, Family and Friends.
You can say that homosexuals also see things only from outside of the house and not see the dramatic scenes in the bedroom where straight couples quarrel and all. But as most homosexuals are closet, THEY ARE AWARE of the things going in and on in the house even though they are standing outside the house. It's like they are everywhere and you just don't know about it!
In my opinion, current Singapore majority population being so stuck up in the head or well living in the well for so long. It’s about time to move on to the new millennium whereby society shows mutual respect to one another ir-regardless of their sexualities. We are always on the news for being one of the countries to be advancing in technology and our effort in dealing with the current dangerous effects of Global Warming. But are we advancing in terms of social sciences and human rights among the homosexuals?
As quoted from our very own Singapore Pledge;
“We, the citizens of Singapore
pledge ourselves as one united people,
regardless of race, language or religion,
to build a democratic society,
based on justice and equality,
so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and
progress for our nation.”
Are we really one united people?
Or are we people trying to unit as one.
Are we really building a democratic society whereby its focus is on justice and EQUALITY?
Or are we building it with the standards of the majority that seems right which mean equality is not to all.
Are the homosexuals achieving “...happiness, prosperity and progress...”?
I’m sure they are unhappy to be unable to do what they want in public; not being able to express themselves the way they truly behave.
Where have all the equal human rights go?
Are homosexuals not human?
Do they not eat, sleep, work, play and enjoy time with their families and friends? I’m 100% sure that they do.
Think about it.
It was pretty disturbing to know that practically my whole class was laughing head over heels when the topic was bought up by our Module Lecturer for "Critical Reasoning Skills".
Ok, I was exaggerating but it's true they laughed until our lecture stopped them telling them in a very stern face "Can you people be less childish and face such problems already" or well... something along that line. Is homosexuality a funny topic? Or is it that they have not mature enough to deal with the matters of current affairs in Singapore? I believe in the latter.
The numbers of homosexuals are on the rise for these recent years in Singapore and the fact remains that their presence cannot be ignored by Singapore Government anymore. The debate of "Amendments to be made to the Penal Code 377A" was strongly pushed down with the reason of that Singapore's majority population are not ready to face the consequences of allowing homosexual marriage. As quoted from Mr Lee Kuan Yew, Minister Mentor of Singapore's Government (PAP) "...people to live their own lives so long as they don't impinge on other people."
But how do people (Homosexuals) live their own lives without being themselves, such that their actions do not impinge on others?? It's like asking a monkey not to climb trees and walk on two legs and talking properly like how humans are doing. As it seems demoralising to know that still there are people in my generations, basically the teens, being so close-minded and unknowing about the society out there.
Yes, Religious and tradition thinking have played a major part in what implies the Right and the Wrong in our current society. Yet again, we can't let religion and tradition take control over what our conscience tells us. Tradition, It have been passed down from generations to generations about the "bad" of being homosexual and rumours that being homosexual give you a higher chance of contracting STDs and HIVs which is so not true! Being homosexual doesn't mean you get to have a higher chance of getting rotten dicks/pussies and rotting patchy itchy skins around your genitals.
Statistics shown by the Singapore Ministry Of Health shows that in Year 2008,
Heterosexual-248
Homosexual-151
Bisexual- 34
Intravenous drug use- 20
Blood Transfusion- 0
Renal Transplant overseas- 0
Perinatal (mother to child)- 0
Uncertain- 3
TOTAL- 456.
This is the statistics for over the range of year 1985-2001,
Heterosexual- 1160
Homosexual- 191
Bisexual- 146
Intravenous drug use- 32
Blood Transfusion- 3
Renal Transplant overseas- 5
Perinatal (mother to child)- 15
Uncertain- 47
TOTAL- 1599
Yes, I know that the amount of HIVs for homosexuals are raising as years have gone by. But the amount of homosexuals coming out of their own closet has also risen (as society is becoming less and less "traditional" in some ways) and it can be compared to the amount of homosexuals that were closeted at the past traditional society.
Yet another controversial topic is the generalisation of being Homosexuals. People tend to think that being gay means your sissy and whiny like a girl or vice versa; a lesbian being very "manly" like a straight man. People in the general population (straights) only see things on one side of the window and never ever step out of their comfort zone in their own house with the Air-con blowing chillingly down to their spine and yet they cover a blanket over themselves while in bed. Not knowing how hot and difficult it is to live a life as how we can only do in the hot climate and extreme weathers outside the comfort of the house. Rain or Shine, homosexuals still have to carry on with their everyday routine; Sleep, Eat, Work, Play, Family and Friends.
You can say that homosexuals also see things only from outside of the house and not see the dramatic scenes in the bedroom where straight couples quarrel and all. But as most homosexuals are closet, THEY ARE AWARE of the things going in and on in the house even though they are standing outside the house. It's like they are everywhere and you just don't know about it!
In my opinion, current Singapore majority population being so stuck up in the head or well living in the well for so long. It’s about time to move on to the new millennium whereby society shows mutual respect to one another ir-regardless of their sexualities. We are always on the news for being one of the countries to be advancing in technology and our effort in dealing with the current dangerous effects of Global Warming. But are we advancing in terms of social sciences and human rights among the homosexuals?
As quoted from our very own Singapore Pledge;
“We, the citizens of Singapore
pledge ourselves as one united people,
regardless of race, language or religion,
to build a democratic society,
based on justice and equality,
so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and
progress for our nation.”
Are we really one united people?
Or are we people trying to unit as one.
Are we really building a democratic society whereby its focus is on justice and EQUALITY?
Or are we building it with the standards of the majority that seems right which mean equality is not to all.
Are the homosexuals achieving “...happiness, prosperity and progress...”?
I’m sure they are unhappy to be unable to do what they want in public; not being able to express themselves the way they truly behave.
Where have all the equal human rights go?
Are homosexuals not human?
Do they not eat, sleep, work, play and enjoy time with their families and friends? I’m 100% sure that they do.
Think about it.
=\
I would apologize sincerely by means of monetary values IF i have the ability spend so carefree-ly. =\
*sigh*
ya i still cant get over it even though everyone, yes i meant EVERYONE is pouring cold water at me. LOL.
I've to remind myself... detachmen detachment detachment... But it seems that "Boredom" is really getting well with me. Seems like his nagging and me all day long and that couldn't have a minute in noises without "Boredom".
GAH! HOW DO YOU STOP THE GROWTH OF "Boredom"?!?!
IF only i have boredom retardant pills as quoted from some1. LOL. >.<
*sigh*
ya i still cant get over it even though everyone, yes i meant EVERYONE is pouring cold water at me. LOL.
I've to remind myself... detachmen detachment detachment... But it seems that "Boredom" is really getting well with me. Seems like his nagging and me all day long and that couldn't have a minute in noises without "Boredom".
GAH! HOW DO YOU STOP THE GROWTH OF "Boredom"?!?!
IF only i have boredom retardant pills as quoted from some1. LOL. >.<
Sunday, November 8, 2009
As of 7 November 2009.
I have THIRTEEN, i repeat!
I HAVE THIRTEEN TIGGERS!
=D i Love my 2nd Family. HEHE. =X
I HAVE THIRTEEN TIGGERS!
=D i Love my 2nd Family. HEHE. =X
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Detachment Day 6-11-09
Just for the Record, I've deleted 400 people from my Facebook and I don't know why but the hi-bye 'friends' and acquaintances are like adding me back. I don't see the point of adding them back already tssk tsk.
Another thing is i stopped widening my Social circle. =D i shall focus on friends that i have and seriously do things to make myself more happy.
And i deleted roughly 50 people from my MSN contact list!
AND i deleted roughly 50 people from my HP contact list too!!!
Isn't it awesome?! LOL. =X
i duno why but i do feel this positive feeling inside me that im getting rid of such people in my life that doesn't not much impact to you. HAHA! Well anyway! Here's one thing i wan someone to know, even though im not in ur MSN contacts nor FB friend list anymore... i still care for u bahh. Even if u hate me as much as i want to try to resolve things between us... =D
NEVERTHELESS i wont forget you. Three years from now i hope we can finally be friends.
Anyway! i ran about 7km today! =D im so happy. wait lemme check!
(after 10 mins at www.mapmyrun.com)
i ran really 7km! it was 6.99KM that i mapped from www.mapmyrun.com -credits of knowing this website to Denise. =DD i feel good~
I believe i can fly~
I believe i can touch the skies~
Lalalalaaa... =x
Good nights people! =D
Another thing is i stopped widening my Social circle. =D i shall focus on friends that i have and seriously do things to make myself more happy.
And i deleted roughly 50 people from my MSN contact list!
AND i deleted roughly 50 people from my HP contact list too!!!
Isn't it awesome?! LOL. =X
i duno why but i do feel this positive feeling inside me that im getting rid of such people in my life that doesn't not much impact to you. HAHA! Well anyway! Here's one thing i wan someone to know, even though im not in ur MSN contacts nor FB friend list anymore... i still care for u bahh. Even if u hate me as much as i want to try to resolve things between us... =D
NEVERTHELESS i wont forget you. Three years from now i hope we can finally be friends.
Anyway! i ran about 7km today! =D im so happy. wait lemme check!
(after 10 mins at www.mapmyrun.com)
i ran really 7km! it was 6.99KM that i mapped from www.mapmyrun.com -credits of knowing this website to Denise. =DD i feel good~
I believe i can fly~
I believe i can touch the skies~
Lalalalaaa... =x
Good nights people! =D
Thursday, November 5, 2009
I woke up this morning feeling kinda blue,
I was late for class but i didn't hurry instead i slowly stumble outta bed.
The first thought that came to my mind was "Why aren't u beside me".
I feel that I've been a burden to everyone around me.
My close friends are probably irritated by my MULTIPLE 'attempts' which have only led to failure and emotional downhills. I personally wish that i can live my life alone.
Ytd, Mr Discreet spoke with me. Telling me his story and all... I wish it could have been that much easier in finding my 'Someone Special". It's been awhile that i put myself on the front line. I don't understand the fact that i am always putting others infront of me even though sometimes i feel as if the whole world if falling down down me and there are already a lot of times that i cannot continue.
Day by day, One by one.
My heart became colder and colder, my life became more and more meaningless.
Maybe it's seriously time for me to stop contacting everyone else. Apart from people i think that will have a positive impact on my life.
I've made a choice. I will stop and wait. I shall not do anything in rush. I shall not do anything wronog. AND i shall wait for my "Someone Special".
I was late for class but i didn't hurry instead i slowly stumble outta bed.
The first thought that came to my mind was "Why aren't u beside me".
I feel that I've been a burden to everyone around me.
My close friends are probably irritated by my MULTIPLE 'attempts' which have only led to failure and emotional downhills. I personally wish that i can live my life alone.
Ytd, Mr Discreet spoke with me. Telling me his story and all... I wish it could have been that much easier in finding my 'Someone Special". It's been awhile that i put myself on the front line. I don't understand the fact that i am always putting others infront of me even though sometimes i feel as if the whole world if falling down down me and there are already a lot of times that i cannot continue.
Day by day, One by one.
My heart became colder and colder, my life became more and more meaningless.
Maybe it's seriously time for me to stop contacting everyone else. Apart from people i think that will have a positive impact on my life.
I've made a choice. I will stop and wait. I shall not do anything in rush. I shall not do anything wronog. AND i shall wait for my "Someone Special".
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Read. =\
I never meant to start a war.
This is the first thing that came to my mind.
All I wanted was understanding, probably a little more which i think will be asking too much for.
I was silly, yes I know. I was reluctant to let go.
All I did was for concern, not for some big attention.
No you don't know what I'm thinking, nor would you bother so.
All I wanted was for you to know, I'll be there when you needed someone close.
One thing left unknown, I can't tell if my feelings faded off.
I tell myself not to let go cause I believed in everything you once told.
But then, the present you seems to put me down again again and so forth.
Though I'm keeping my options open,
You still walk past my mind to and fro.
There will be a time you have to leave,
I'm not sure how I'll react then.
For the past, I pray as it will be Forever-Memories.
For now, I pray for your recovery.
For then, I pray for your success.
For the future far ahead, I pray you remember me being here and there and THEN for you.
Yours Sincerely,
Gui Hui Yin. Harry.
This is the first thing that came to my mind.
All I wanted was understanding, probably a little more which i think will be asking too much for.
I was silly, yes I know. I was reluctant to let go.
All I did was for concern, not for some big attention.
No you don't know what I'm thinking, nor would you bother so.
All I wanted was for you to know, I'll be there when you needed someone close.
One thing left unknown, I can't tell if my feelings faded off.
I tell myself not to let go cause I believed in everything you once told.
But then, the present you seems to put me down again again and so forth.
Though I'm keeping my options open,
You still walk past my mind to and fro.
There will be a time you have to leave,
I'm not sure how I'll react then.
For the past, I pray as it will be Forever-Memories.
For now, I pray for your recovery.
For then, I pray for your success.
For the future far ahead, I pray you remember me being here and there and THEN for you.
Yours Sincerely,
Gui Hui Yin. Harry.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Nike Human Race.
Ok i know it's over for a few days already but i was pretty lazy to blog about it. Well... i think the organizer is screwed up. people who didn't run the race got the finisher medal which is a hand band, i think that totally defeats the purpose of having the finisher medal. Well... i finished the 10km in 1Hours 02Mins and 25Seconds, a lot said it was a good timing for one's first 10km but i think i can do better. =X i shall do better for the next Nike Human Race next year. =X hahahahaa... and NO im not only going to join Nike Human Race la! of coz will join other races. =DD
i had pizza on sunday at work. Order Canadian Pizza which didn't really taste nice but well... filling bahh... =X had think crust hawaiian and canadian pizza. >.< not that nice la...
PEOPLE SHOULD GO AND TRY "AL FORNO" AT EAST COAST! THEIR PIZZA IS LIKE WONDERFULLY DELICIOUS!!!
heh.
ok i duno what to talk about. tssk tsk. take care people!
i had pizza on sunday at work. Order Canadian Pizza which didn't really taste nice but well... filling bahh... =X had think crust hawaiian and canadian pizza. >.< not that nice la...
PEOPLE SHOULD GO AND TRY "AL FORNO" AT EAST COAST! THEIR PIZZA IS LIKE WONDERFULLY DELICIOUS!!!
heh.
ok i duno what to talk about. tssk tsk. take care people!
Friday, October 23, 2009
Best class ever since school started..!
Today's class was so damn awesome! GOD damn awesome in fact! It was CRS today! Critical Reasoning Skills!!! It's a English language module which is basically about making stands and opinions. I've have to write essays yes thats the boring part but apart from writing essays, 80% of the module is practically debating! AWESOME AWESOME!!! heh. i love it sia!!! hehee... The teacher is pretty nice and she told us that she's actually well versed in the political side of views... thus i was like awesome den she must know a lot of things which i am interested in.
Guess what?! She pin point me and the 3 girls beside me as a group and exampled what we're going to do during the end of the module so called "EXAM" and the topic was (Should homosexual marriage be allowed in Singapore?) i was like WTF? like that jiu talk about such topics and to an extent i do feel that the laughter that soon filled the room after that topic was talked about was very immature and silly. i mean like come on everyone in the room is at least 18 years old already and i bet all of you should be able to think properly enough to actually face this current situation in Singapore right?!?! i agree with the lecturer that the class was silly to actually laugh about the topic being raised. Heh. In fact i think im one of the only few guys in class that didn't laugh. tssk tsk, probably becoz im more open and i know lots of things. hahahaa!
Overall i think i am going to LOVE this module and yes im trying to buck up my scores for this semester coz my overal cumulative GPA is like 2.5 liao which i think is pathetic! i need at least 3.3 la!!! HARRY IS GOING TO BUCK UP HIS STUDYING!!! heh.
After school i went to Queensway shopping centre in search of the shorts i need for my run tml (Nike Human Race 2009 10KM) im so ecstatic! It is like my first race and i serious think i should be able to make it... HAHA!!! i am going to make it thats for sure! it's a limit of 2.5hrs la! who the **** cannot run/walk a 10KM in 2.5hrs!!! LOL. =X i shall go to sleep soon and get ready for the run. hehe...
i dun think that all you have is your family, coz it's obviously sometimes im really worried about you. i hope u dont think too much about everything and i hope things between us could get better. it doesn't matter if ur even reading this or not but still.... SPEEDY RECOVERY! =DD
Bonne nuit! =DD
Guess what?! She pin point me and the 3 girls beside me as a group and exampled what we're going to do during the end of the module so called "EXAM" and the topic was (Should homosexual marriage be allowed in Singapore?) i was like WTF? like that jiu talk about such topics and to an extent i do feel that the laughter that soon filled the room after that topic was talked about was very immature and silly. i mean like come on everyone in the room is at least 18 years old already and i bet all of you should be able to think properly enough to actually face this current situation in Singapore right?!?! i agree with the lecturer that the class was silly to actually laugh about the topic being raised. Heh. In fact i think im one of the only few guys in class that didn't laugh. tssk tsk, probably becoz im more open and i know lots of things. hahahaa!
Overall i think i am going to LOVE this module and yes im trying to buck up my scores for this semester coz my overal cumulative GPA is like 2.5 liao which i think is pathetic! i need at least 3.3 la!!! HARRY IS GOING TO BUCK UP HIS STUDYING!!! heh.
After school i went to Queensway shopping centre in search of the shorts i need for my run tml (Nike Human Race 2009 10KM) im so ecstatic! It is like my first race and i serious think i should be able to make it... HAHA!!! i am going to make it thats for sure! it's a limit of 2.5hrs la! who the **** cannot run/walk a 10KM in 2.5hrs!!! LOL. =X i shall go to sleep soon and get ready for the run. hehe...
i dun think that all you have is your family, coz it's obviously sometimes im really worried about you. i hope u dont think too much about everything and i hope things between us could get better. it doesn't matter if ur even reading this or not but still.... SPEEDY RECOVERY! =DD
Bonne nuit! =DD
Sunday, October 18, 2009
I Wished.
Today had a scrumptious meal at my Uncle's place. His an Indian and the food his mom cooks are FABB BUU LOUS~! Everything was SPICY! Hot and SPICY! LOL. I think i put on a lot today but well... i skipped dinner, or say dinner was 100gms of Breakfast Ham? =X
Slacked at Uncle's house for a few house before i set myself off to Town to watch Julie&Julia or was it Julia&Julie... well, one of it. LOL. It really nice, the live of 2 entangles together even though they never got to met each other. I percieve it as FATE. It was pretty cool, looking at all the delicious looking stuff they were whipping up. >.< gahhh... *DROOLz...* heh~
After the movie it was obvious that only ONE thought came to mind and well... it's still in my head now. If only i wasn't watching it with a group of people. heh~ tssk. Take care and till den.
Slacked at Uncle's house for a few house before i set myself off to Town to watch Julie&Julia or was it Julia&Julie... well, one of it. LOL. It really nice, the live of 2 entangles together even though they never got to met each other. I percieve it as FATE. It was pretty cool, looking at all the delicious looking stuff they were whipping up. >.< gahhh... *DROOLz...* heh~
After the movie it was obvious that only ONE thought came to mind and well... it's still in my head now. If only i wasn't watching it with a group of people. heh~ tssk. Take care and till den.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
thanks.
even though i slept through half my 18th birthday and spend the other 1/2 of the other 1/2 working, reading "The Lost Symbol", watching anime. i enjoyed the last 3 hours of my birthday.
Thanks Denise, Yi Qiang and Hon Lun for surprising me at my shop. I mean seriously you guys surprised me! LIKE A LOT A LOT. =X i was really so happy to see you guys. =DDDDDDDD i enjoyed dinner and i love ya company. =D see you guys soon!!!
sleep early and soon you will be able to cook and swim. =D take care!!!
Thanks Denise, Yi Qiang and Hon Lun for surprising me at my shop. I mean seriously you guys surprised me! LIKE A LOT A LOT. =X i was really so happy to see you guys. =DDDDDDDD i enjoyed dinner and i love ya company. =D see you guys soon!!!
sleep early and soon you will be able to cook and swim. =D take care!!!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
deep down below.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRY!
Thanks Xav for the wine. It is heavy and looks yummy, cant wait to pop it open and have a go at it. =x The shirt... it really glows in the dark!!! heh. thanks though it's not tigger. HAHA! and the calender was like awesome! Somewhat i think Tigger looks funny in the calender though.
Well anyway, thanks! =DD
WELL ANYWAYSSS! i think im falling sick. >.< sore throat, red eyes, giddy giddy and damn flu. Good nights people!
Thank you. You did surprise me and cheered me up a little, even if it was just 2 sentences. Thanks. *smiles* you gotta take care ya? =DD till den.
Thanks Xav for the wine. It is heavy and looks yummy, cant wait to pop it open and have a go at it. =x The shirt... it really glows in the dark!!! heh. thanks though it's not tigger. HAHA! and the calender was like awesome! Somewhat i think Tigger looks funny in the calender though.
Well anyway, thanks! =DD
WELL ANYWAYSSS! i think im falling sick. >.< sore throat, red eyes, giddy giddy and damn flu. Good nights people!
Thank you. You did surprise me and cheered me up a little, even if it was just 2 sentences. Thanks. *smiles* you gotta take care ya? =DD till den.
Monday, October 12, 2009
11.10.09 bad.
i cant believe my 18th bday celebration is like so... not a celebration? heh~ i give up on my 18th bday.
thanks for the very few people that made it today. Alex, Jun Hao and Carl... thanks for well ur presence i guess. And thanks Aloysius for the present even though i sort of scolded u for the whole day through SMS. Thanks Tim for accompanying me just now... Sorry if my presence at ur shop has caused any misunderstanding between u and ZH. i duno... i dun wan anything to happen, not even doubts.
i realised that my presence recently have only brought about bad things to people around me and to myself. And i really miss someone now and i duno how his doing. His not talking to me nor do i have the courage to talk to him anymore. Just really really concerned about u, i guess. Take care and sleep earlier k? =DD
thanks for the very few people that made it today. Alex, Jun Hao and Carl... thanks for well ur presence i guess. And thanks Aloysius for the present even though i sort of scolded u for the whole day through SMS. Thanks Tim for accompanying me just now... Sorry if my presence at ur shop has caused any misunderstanding between u and ZH. i duno... i dun wan anything to happen, not even doubts.
i realised that my presence recently have only brought about bad things to people around me and to myself. And i really miss someone now and i duno how his doing. His not talking to me nor do i have the courage to talk to him anymore. Just really really concerned about u, i guess. Take care and sleep earlier k? =DD
Saturday, October 10, 2009
a little relief.
It's a relief you talked to me, even though it's not much. But hope you would slowly forgive me. Glad the op was a success since u said ur doing fine. tc dude. =D
ima head to bed with a doggy in the house! A pomeranian in in DA HOUSE~ Apparently, my brother's girlfriend's dog was caught being at the chalet which wasn't allowed and thus was sent to my place until sunday! awwwwwwww... it's so freaking cute and it likes me! =DDD good night everyone. =D Gotta work tml!
ima head to bed with a doggy in the house! A pomeranian in in DA HOUSE~ Apparently, my brother's girlfriend's dog was caught being at the chalet which wasn't allowed and thus was sent to my place until sunday! awwwwwwww... it's so freaking cute and it likes me! =DDD good night everyone. =D Gotta work tml!
Thursday, October 8, 2009
I've done so much wrong.
i shall leave u to be alone for the time being. Speedy recovery for your op tml. 24th October after my Nike race. I'll try to contact u again? Hopefully by then, you would have forgiven me.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Today.
i didn't went home last night coz i didn't wan to think of things that would come by naturally when im at home.
i failed to convey myself properly to show that im trying my best to get over the fact that it's over.
When to Holland Village today, with Denise. LOL. Thanks Denise for being there for me like continuously for 3 days i mean like... you've got to mingle studying and sad emo Harry. im sorry that im giving you extra troubles to worry about. But honestly thanks for being there to drink with me and pat my back when i was vomiting PAINFULLY. Be with me for lunch thinking of somebody. Being with me was the whole thing that made me think of that person less. Seriously THANK you. =D
we had Swenson's today since i have vouchers and den Denise wanted to eat Frolick so she went to get herself some and i didn't want. im like broke! god damn broked! LOL. den we went to Tanglin Mall area to slack a bit till i work den we went back together we had dinner. den ya deh ya deh ya deh... LOL im lazy to blog. >.<
I really rushed down to Lakeside MRT today, and seeing that nobody was there waiting for me was sort of disappointing. I read through all your blog post vaguely, i mean it's the easiest way to get to know your past and all... i'll say it's pretty interesting and some moments that i think if i were u i wouldn't have gone through. SO MUCH FOR SAYING THAT MY COMING OUT TO FAMILY WAS A BIG HOOHAA. LOL. i think your as brave as you seem to be just that you dun have much of a self esteem? i duno i shall not make assumptions coz it makes "an ass out of you and me". LOL. TC ya? your Ops is like on thursday! TC dude.
i failed to convey myself properly to show that im trying my best to get over the fact that it's over.
When to Holland Village today, with Denise. LOL. Thanks Denise for being there for me like continuously for 3 days i mean like... you've got to mingle studying and sad emo Harry. im sorry that im giving you extra troubles to worry about. But honestly thanks for being there to drink with me and pat my back when i was vomiting PAINFULLY. Be with me for lunch thinking of somebody. Being with me was the whole thing that made me think of that person less. Seriously THANK you. =D
we had Swenson's today since i have vouchers and den Denise wanted to eat Frolick so she went to get herself some and i didn't want. im like broke! god damn broked! LOL. den we went to Tanglin Mall area to slack a bit till i work den we went back together we had dinner. den ya deh ya deh ya deh... LOL im lazy to blog. >.<
I really rushed down to Lakeside MRT today, and seeing that nobody was there waiting for me was sort of disappointing. I read through all your blog post vaguely, i mean it's the easiest way to get to know your past and all... i'll say it's pretty interesting and some moments that i think if i were u i wouldn't have gone through. SO MUCH FOR SAYING THAT MY COMING OUT TO FAMILY WAS A BIG HOOHAA. LOL. i think your as brave as you seem to be just that you dun have much of a self esteem? i duno i shall not make assumptions coz it makes "an ass out of you and me". LOL. TC ya? your Ops is like on thursday! TC dude.
Monday, October 5, 2009
bad things are going to happen.
i have a feeling, an instinct, an intuition.
i duno why but it just feels very very negative.
why couldn't i just be happy?
why is it so hard to find happiness?
why am i suffering so much?
Watch ugly Truth.
"Love is bullshit, you can never ever find true love"
after this sentence i secretly cried in the movie. HEY GOD DAMN! it's suppose to be a comedy LOVE story. went back home and drink. and i drunk very little but i guess i ate too much of the food and i vomit. it hurts a lot when u vomit. hurts so much more when ur vomitting and think of some1. >.< i duno what's happening i duno what's going to happen. I guess im just not strong enough... Recently i've been feeling that i have never been good enough for any1 that i fell in love for. Am i really that bad? i asked myself. i couldn't answer coz deep inside my thots i refuse to accept the fact that people i admire/love/like/care for just dun really like me at all? maybe they do ONCE out of rashlessness but den again... i think i fell too deep each time and it's hard to step right back up. but i guess thats just me and yes im very emotional. emotions had and have taken over my actions and sometimes i just cant act properly. My mind goes against my soul, goes against my body and just do what it think was best at that point of situation.
Overall, i think i suck. BIG TIME. not dicks not pussies. but SUCK at my life.
Yes i know there are people who cares for me... and many special thanks for Denise who came down to find me though she'd didn't sleep for like 24Hrs already. really glad and happy that she came down. but sometimes i really hope it was that special someone who came down and stay over at my place and talk with my family and eat mooncakes together. WHICH might be highly impossible.
i guess im thinking too much and the way things are going at this rate, it wouldn't be long before i turn into some fuckign shit who plays around just to get revenge. i duno but i think i've changed throughout this years going through deep shit and all. it feels like im really trying too hard. too hard for me to handle sometimes and somethings just keep on getting outta my control.
good nights people. i'm sleeping at 7:30am.
i really miss you. you've stopped sms-ing me and replying to my msges. it feels weird and empty. but i guess i just have to deal with it. maybe im falling too fast and everything is going too quickly. i THINK i know what your considering about. but i hope i really enjoy the time now while ur still around here. just a few bus stops away just a few steps away and just a few minutes away.
i duno why but it just feels very very negative.
why couldn't i just be happy?
why is it so hard to find happiness?
why am i suffering so much?
Watch ugly Truth.
"Love is bullshit, you can never ever find true love"
after this sentence i secretly cried in the movie. HEY GOD DAMN! it's suppose to be a comedy LOVE story. went back home and drink. and i drunk very little but i guess i ate too much of the food and i vomit. it hurts a lot when u vomit. hurts so much more when ur vomitting and think of some1. >.< i duno what's happening i duno what's going to happen. I guess im just not strong enough... Recently i've been feeling that i have never been good enough for any1 that i fell in love for. Am i really that bad? i asked myself. i couldn't answer coz deep inside my thots i refuse to accept the fact that people i admire/love/like/care for just dun really like me at all? maybe they do ONCE out of rashlessness but den again... i think i fell too deep each time and it's hard to step right back up. but i guess thats just me and yes im very emotional. emotions had and have taken over my actions and sometimes i just cant act properly. My mind goes against my soul, goes against my body and just do what it think was best at that point of situation.
Overall, i think i suck. BIG TIME. not dicks not pussies. but SUCK at my life.
Yes i know there are people who cares for me... and many special thanks for Denise who came down to find me though she'd didn't sleep for like 24Hrs already. really glad and happy that she came down. but sometimes i really hope it was that special someone who came down and stay over at my place and talk with my family and eat mooncakes together. WHICH might be highly impossible.
i guess im thinking too much and the way things are going at this rate, it wouldn't be long before i turn into some fuckign shit who plays around just to get revenge. i duno but i think i've changed throughout this years going through deep shit and all. it feels like im really trying too hard. too hard for me to handle sometimes and somethings just keep on getting outta my control.
good nights people. i'm sleeping at 7:30am.
i really miss you. you've stopped sms-ing me and replying to my msges. it feels weird and empty. but i guess i just have to deal with it. maybe im falling too fast and everything is going too quickly. i THINK i know what your considering about. but i hope i really enjoy the time now while ur still around here. just a few bus stops away just a few steps away and just a few minutes away.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
hais...
today was pretty much not a awesome day.
firstly waited for the stupid polyclinic everything lasted 2 hours just to get 3 pieces of paper. 2 referral letter and one reciept. =.= KNS LAH!!!
den i went to SPGG to gym for a moment... it had been part of my everyday thingy already, HAHA. den i went to the temperature spa... sauna aint working today i wonder why...
ahmmmm... so i went to lunch with HonLun and we went to IT fair 2009 together. pretty much boring since there's totally no discount for Apple iTouch at all... just a few freebies... it's like... err... i'd rather buy from retail shop for 8% discount. LOL... sent him to MRT station...
met up with Alex to slack but den... i duno... i see him emo emo den i also started to get infected... sometimes there's nothing in my head but it just seems so heavy at times i feel like breaking down... why? aint i suppose to be very happy in such of a period? hais...
den we met up with some1 to watch movie... and den my mood started to change after we met up. but den because of something i said/do/reacted to... everything kinda changed... hais...
guess it's due to my stupid childish stubborn-ness... im sorry.
now i feel sad and guilty. am i really that selfish? i shouldn't right? ya i shouldn't be a evil selfish person...
SORRY!
firstly waited for the stupid polyclinic everything lasted 2 hours just to get 3 pieces of paper. 2 referral letter and one reciept. =.= KNS LAH!!!
den i went to SPGG to gym for a moment... it had been part of my everyday thingy already, HAHA. den i went to the temperature spa... sauna aint working today i wonder why...
ahmmmm... so i went to lunch with HonLun and we went to IT fair 2009 together. pretty much boring since there's totally no discount for Apple iTouch at all... just a few freebies... it's like... err... i'd rather buy from retail shop for 8% discount. LOL... sent him to MRT station...
met up with Alex to slack but den... i duno... i see him emo emo den i also started to get infected... sometimes there's nothing in my head but it just seems so heavy at times i feel like breaking down... why? aint i suppose to be very happy in such of a period? hais...
den we met up with some1 to watch movie... and den my mood started to change after we met up. but den because of something i said/do/reacted to... everything kinda changed... hais...
guess it's due to my stupid childish stubborn-ness... im sorry.
now i feel sad and guilty. am i really that selfish? i shouldn't right? ya i shouldn't be a evil selfish person...
SORRY!
REBIRTH
it's the REBIRTH of my blog. =DD
ok... back track all the things i've been doing for this holiday...
Sauna-ing at SPGG
Gymming at Jurong West ClubFit Gym
Working at Rustic Living@Tanglin Mall
Going out with friends and all
Trying to get abs before i start school
Trying to get ready for 42.195km run
Trying to get more Tigger collection
OH OH OH!!!
TRYING TO BUY A iTOUCH WITH MY MARCH PAY.
well... that about it i guess. I suddenly like to gym alot now. The feeling that your body is getting fitter is so cool.
I LOVE MYSELF. =DD
The movie(s) that i've watched so far and their personal ratings...
Push 7.6/10
Marley & Me 9/10
Role Model 7.3/10
The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button 8/10
The Pink Panther 2 8/10
The movie(s) coming out that i wanna watch...
Race To Witch Mountain
Confession Of A Shopaholic
Dragonball Evolution
JUST JUST JUST saw this email which is like so god damn true!!!
LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.
ok im practically fine with everyone i meet unless they are horrible people.
i am not decisive that is so damn true every1 knows that.
have my unique appeal? i duno have to ask people.
BUT!!!creative YES
energetic YES
very social YES
hates to be alone YES
peaceful YES
generous YES
very loving YES
give in too easily YES
beautiful(lets make it handsome/cute) YES *god im so BHB*
flirtatious oh god i've to admit but when im attached ima good boy. =D
im practically a living balance thingy. LOL IM A LIBRA!
ok it's late. i shall sleep. =D
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
gym sessions~
YEAHH! i've started keeping fit fit fit..!
im gymming every monday wednesday friday and some saturday.
GHEEE~~~ a few months of this and i'll be hot in no time~ =D
but one thing is... my freaking weight ain't decreasing... im like from 58 become 61 leh!!!
oh god... LETS ALL PRAY IT'S MUSCLE MASS AND NOT THE FATS INCREASING IN MY BODY.
o.O
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i wanna get hot hot hot! =D
LOVEs this video.
im gymming every monday wednesday friday and some saturday.
GHEEE~~~ a few months of this and i'll be hot in no time~ =D
but one thing is... my freaking weight ain't decreasing... im like from 58 become 61 leh!!!
oh god... LETS ALL PRAY IT'S MUSCLE MASS AND NOT THE FATS INCREASING IN MY BODY.
o.O
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i wanna get hot hot hot! =D
LOVEs this video.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
best valentine's day up to date.
woke up at 8plus... JUST TO GYM WTIH DENISE!!!
oh god, was the very first time out of my 17+ years of life to wake up early in the morning just to go gymming. den left gym around 10:45 to walk denise to her tutee's house. den i went home to rest... come on!
i think those who gym early in the gym damn li hai la! i can bearly lift my eyes when i reach the gym...
den i sleep until 1... message alex "HEY! lets meet at 2:30 instead"
rest rest rest... until 1:35 message alex "HEY! lets meet at 3 instead"
rest rest rest until 2:35 message alex "HEY! im coming out though i just left but ya... i'll be late"
LOL! sorry alex for making u wait for one hour. SORRY SORRY!
met alex at the bus stop at lucky plaza. on the bus i saw him... he was so properly dressed and yet i was like in shorts and ya... ok den we walk walk walk den.............
the biggest shock and happiness struck me.
the shock and happiness cant be express in this public blog. LOL
and so... my valentine's day was full of joy and stun-ness... i swear i said OH MY GOD more den 50 times that day! LOL
pic piccs from that day!
CANELE ROCKS! HEHE. =x
till tuesday... I MISS YOU! =x
oh god, was the very first time out of my 17+ years of life to wake up early in the morning just to go gymming. den left gym around 10:45 to walk denise to her tutee's house. den i went home to rest... come on!
i think those who gym early in the gym damn li hai la! i can bearly lift my eyes when i reach the gym...
den i sleep until 1... message alex "HEY! lets meet at 2:30 instead"
rest rest rest... until 1:35 message alex "HEY! lets meet at 3 instead"
rest rest rest until 2:35 message alex "HEY! im coming out though i just left but ya... i'll be late"
LOL! sorry alex for making u wait for one hour. SORRY SORRY!
met alex at the bus stop at lucky plaza. on the bus i saw him... he was so properly dressed and yet i was like in shorts and ya... ok den we walk walk walk den.............
the biggest shock and happiness struck me.
the shock and happiness cant be express in this public blog. LOL
and so... my valentine's day was full of joy and stun-ness... i swear i said OH MY GOD more den 50 times that day! LOL
pic piccs from that day!
CANELE ROCKS! HEHE. =x
till tuesday... I MISS YOU! =x
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
the worst day of 2009 up to now.
HONESTLY, MY PRODUCTION IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOING TO SUCK LIKE SHIT!
firstly, people always dun turn up on time for practices/rehearsal and ya even TODAY! the final rehearsal people also can be late!
secondly, people still cant remember their lines up till now?!?! it's already months and months!!! it's obvious WHOEVER duno their lines aint reading up AT ALL! ok apart from those having really really alot to memorise... those who have little to talk about is so not excused!
thirdly, it took us 2 and 15 minutes roughly there to finish a HALF AN HOUR PRODUCTION!
let me remind you... half an hour is 30mins!!! yes a 30mins play was done in roughly 135mins! how horrible can that be?!?! and we only rehearsed ONCE! just one fucking time! out of duno how many weeks this is the FIRST REAL PRACTICE! and you know what?!?!
THE FUCKING PRODUCTION IS THIS FRIDAY 13/02/2009.
YES EXACTLY! and nobody knows how i feel in the group. very very disappointed.
after all this torment... i rush back home since i havent eaten anything proper except for cereal this morning at 11am. so i got on bus and changed bus at clementi mrt. The thing is... I WAITED FOR A FUCKING FORTY MINUTES 40MINS to take that fucking 154 bus!
HONESTLY! what the fuck is SBS doing? their make us pay more and they drive less and drive slower?!?! go and die la! more buses your head... practically almost all the buses had at least 2 times went pass the bus stop and some even 5 of the same bus went pass and this stupid 154 only came once in like FORTY MINUTES!!!
today is the worst day of 2009 up to now. and i really hope it the last one. coz honestly i can really break into pieces.
firstly, people always dun turn up on time for practices/rehearsal and ya even TODAY! the final rehearsal people also can be late!
secondly, people still cant remember their lines up till now?!?! it's already months and months!!! it's obvious WHOEVER duno their lines aint reading up AT ALL! ok apart from those having really really alot to memorise... those who have little to talk about is so not excused!
thirdly, it took us 2 and 15 minutes roughly there to finish a HALF AN HOUR PRODUCTION!
let me remind you... half an hour is 30mins!!! yes a 30mins play was done in roughly 135mins! how horrible can that be?!?! and we only rehearsed ONCE! just one fucking time! out of duno how many weeks this is the FIRST REAL PRACTICE! and you know what?!?!
THE FUCKING PRODUCTION IS THIS FRIDAY 13/02/2009.
YES EXACTLY! and nobody knows how i feel in the group. very very disappointed.
after all this torment... i rush back home since i havent eaten anything proper except for cereal this morning at 11am. so i got on bus and changed bus at clementi mrt. The thing is... I WAITED FOR A FUCKING FORTY MINUTES 40MINS to take that fucking 154 bus!
HONESTLY! what the fuck is SBS doing? their make us pay more and they drive less and drive slower?!?! go and die la! more buses your head... practically almost all the buses had at least 2 times went pass the bus stop and some even 5 of the same bus went pass and this stupid 154 only came once in like FORTY MINUTES!!!
today is the worst day of 2009 up to now. and i really hope it the last one. coz honestly i can really break into pieces.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
day 9 of CNY.
yesterday... or i should say this early morning. have to bai bai! LOL den early early morning ate a bowl of mee sua. so fat le still eat 'supper' hais...
anyway! i've gained 1 kg during the CNY. which is still saddening! LOL. 1KG!!! hais.. gotta gym more often den just a week to get a "DROP DEAD" body ayy? =D
goshhh... everything really not going well for me lo... hahaa. tralalalaa.. sleeping soon!
BTW! BRIDE WARS is soo nice! LOL touching... YET BITCHY! LOL. =X
anyway! i've gained 1 kg during the CNY. which is still saddening! LOL. 1KG!!! hais.. gotta gym more often den just a week to get a "DROP DEAD" body ayy? =D
goshhh... everything really not going well for me lo... hahaa. tralalalaa.. sleeping soon!
BTW! BRIDE WARS is soo nice! LOL touching... YET BITCHY! LOL. =X
replies.
-eden
yes no love no money no luck.
-ah lian
roar si mi roar! SMACK U ARHH! only tiggers can roar! =))
-junior
LOL. if i actually brought Tigger along. people would probably think my brain's connected to my ass. =.=
-Dashy_Boy
ayy... if i bring you den i suffer alot right?!?! and where are u squeezing u TI KO PEK! LOL.
yes no love no money no luck.
-ah lian
roar si mi roar! SMACK U ARHH! only tiggers can roar! =))
-junior
LOL. if i actually brought Tigger along. people would probably think my brain's connected to my ass. =.=
-Dashy_Boy
ayy... if i bring you den i suffer alot right?!?! and where are u squeezing u TI KO PEK! LOL.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
CNY posts.
DAY1 of CNY.
i was the last to wake up on this special day. ahhmmm... 10am to be exact. rushed into the bathroom and changed into my new clothings, more importantly my new CKs.
=D
we sat on the lorry my uncle lend my family to use every new year. yeapp. it was hot and stiffy.
=(
not very an enjoyable ride for chinese new year yeahh? den we went to ah ma house to pai nian. my ah gong was like still sleeping la! LAUGH OUT LOUD. den my ah ma whack him say wake up la ur grandchildrens already here you still sleeping! HAHA. this year no have "beh dor fish noodle" to eat. haiss... i quite like it lo... and since there's nothing to do at my ah ma house...
we left and went to my mom's mother house.. also ah ma la... =X there got food to eat! got mee sua to eat... not really my fav type of food. but hunger was killing meh.. xP
stoned at there until 4pm as my family and other aunties went to LOYANG DUA PEH GONG TEMPLE to pai pai... but i lazy go. so my cousin, 1aunty and i went to COFFEE BEAN at tiong... gosh... the cheese cake de blueberry not very nice... average cake... well it's COFFEE BEAN whatcha expect from it? =X after that at night go AH MMMM house to pai nian... den hor played BlackJack(BJ)... i lose win lose win lose win lose win... also didn't really get anything i think win only 5 bucks or something... =( this year SHEEPS are unlucky ones... no love no money no luck. SIANZ!
DAY2 of CNY
yeapp.. day 2. went to my yii pohh house which is now at JURONG EAST used to be at some... i duno la... forget le... the house is like so cool. i would love to stay in such a place lo... hahaa... den i get ang baos and played BJ again... still win lose lose win win lose lose that kind la... sianz 1/2 can! den went to bedok! oh god u know how far is that from JURONG EAST to BEDOK?!?! and the stupid lorry is like so freaking hot hot hot! make me perspire in my new clothings... den bedok is my gor poh house... den after that we went to xiao gugu house for a moment coz she wanted CHILLI to bring luck to her house.
THIS IS CHILLI. =))
i was the last to wake up on this special day. ahhmmm... 10am to be exact. rushed into the bathroom and changed into my new clothings, more importantly my new CKs.
=D
we sat on the lorry my uncle lend my family to use every new year. yeapp. it was hot and stiffy.
=(
not very an enjoyable ride for chinese new year yeahh? den we went to ah ma house to pai nian. my ah gong was like still sleeping la! LAUGH OUT LOUD. den my ah ma whack him say wake up la ur grandchildrens already here you still sleeping! HAHA. this year no have "beh dor fish noodle" to eat. haiss... i quite like it lo... and since there's nothing to do at my ah ma house...
we left and went to my mom's mother house.. also ah ma la... =X there got food to eat! got mee sua to eat... not really my fav type of food. but hunger was killing meh.. xP
stoned at there until 4pm as my family and other aunties went to LOYANG DUA PEH GONG TEMPLE to pai pai... but i lazy go. so my cousin, 1aunty and i went to COFFEE BEAN at tiong... gosh... the cheese cake de blueberry not very nice... average cake... well it's COFFEE BEAN whatcha expect from it? =X after that at night go AH MMMM house to pai nian... den hor played BlackJack(BJ)... i lose win lose win lose win lose win... also didn't really get anything i think win only 5 bucks or something... =( this year SHEEPS are unlucky ones... no love no money no luck. SIANZ!
DAY2 of CNY
yeapp.. day 2. went to my yii pohh house which is now at JURONG EAST used to be at some... i duno la... forget le... the house is like so cool. i would love to stay in such a place lo... hahaa... den i get ang baos and played BJ again... still win lose lose win win lose lose that kind la... sianz 1/2 can! den went to bedok! oh god u know how far is that from JURONG EAST to BEDOK?!?! and the stupid lorry is like so freaking hot hot hot! make me perspire in my new clothings... den bedok is my gor poh house... den after that we went to xiao gugu house for a moment coz she wanted CHILLI to bring luck to her house.
THIS IS CHILLI. =))
DAY3 of CNY
school have started. boring day until!!! i went out with Eden! =X we watched horror movie which was "The Haunting Of Molly Hartley" WHICH WAS a scary TO ME and lousy TO EVERYBODY show. i GUESS! the ending was like so sucky!!! seriously!!!
den met up with alex to have dinner together. had Subway and also............ MACAROONS!!!!
Bakerzin at Wisma is having MACAROON promotion!!! one for one dollar!!! so freaking cheap! i got 10 for 10 bucks!!! which is like so damn worth it! =x
FROM LEFT. Lychee+Rose+Lemon, Blueberry, Framboise, Scarlet, WCG!
school have started. boring day until!!! i went out with Eden! =X we watched horror movie which was "The Haunting Of Molly Hartley" WHICH WAS a scary TO ME and lousy TO EVERYBODY show. i GUESS! the ending was like so sucky!!! seriously!!!
den met up with alex to have dinner together. had Subway and also............ MACAROONS!!!!
Bakerzin at Wisma is having MACAROON promotion!!! one for one dollar!!! so freaking cheap! i got 10 for 10 bucks!!! which is like so damn worth it! =x
FROM LEFT. Lychee+Rose+Lemon, Blueberry, Framboise, Scarlet, WCG!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
horror? comedy? action? fantasy?!
why does so much people like horror movies like all of a suddenly... been asked by multiple people to watch horror movies... unknowing that ME HARRY do not watch horror movies at ALL!
ok here's why.
1. i am very timid.
2. i scream in the middle of the show.
3. i grab my friend/friends sitting beside me when the thing comes out.
4. i will keep fidgetting.
5. i will use whatever i can get hold of to cover my eyes and the screen. LOL.
after all these said. don't you think there should be a 6?
6. waste money la!
den i tell people my experience with just a THRILLER not horror or ghost or what lehh.
i think 2007 or 2008 i watch this japanese show... got this monster( a mutated fish) kind of thing... only monster nia i scream like **** liao lo... people still wan me watch SAW! like what the... worst thing is i got blood phobia la! OH THE AGONY! lol... during that movie i used file to cover my face. LOL stealing peeps everytime i think the thing wouldn't come out. if not den i'll grab my friends beside and squeezing them darn hard. HAHA! i know it's stupid but im scared!!! o.O
some people find it funny. i duno why sia... nice to see people being scared merh? like so bian tai lo!!! HAHA. TI KO PEK! those brain abit sot sot de. xD
so stop asking me to watch horror movies unless... your some1 im willing to listen to. =X as always said... NO PAIN NO GAIN. =X
ok here's why.
1. i am very timid.
2. i scream in the middle of the show.
3. i grab my friend/friends sitting beside me when the thing comes out.
4. i will keep fidgetting.
5. i will use whatever i can get hold of to cover my eyes and the screen. LOL.
after all these said. don't you think there should be a 6?
6. waste money la!
den i tell people my experience with just a THRILLER not horror or ghost or what lehh.
i think 2007 or 2008 i watch this japanese show... got this monster( a mutated fish) kind of thing... only monster nia i scream like **** liao lo... people still wan me watch SAW! like what the... worst thing is i got blood phobia la! OH THE AGONY! lol... during that movie i used file to cover my face. LOL stealing peeps everytime i think the thing wouldn't come out. if not den i'll grab my friends beside and squeezing them darn hard. HAHA! i know it's stupid but im scared!!! o.O
some people find it funny. i duno why sia... nice to see people being scared merh? like so bian tai lo!!! HAHA. TI KO PEK! those brain abit sot sot de. xD
so stop asking me to watch horror movies unless... your some1 im willing to listen to. =X as always said... NO PAIN NO GAIN. =X
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
CNY clothings!
i've got so many things for CNY. happy happy HARRY!
i love all the clothings i bought! =X here are all the pic pics!!! =X
tralalalaaa... so happy so happy... awaiting for monday~~~
i love all the clothings i bought! =X here are all the pic pics!!! =X
tralalalaaa... so happy so happy... awaiting for monday~~~
Monday, January 19, 2009
because of you.
gugu gagaa...
i duno why suddenly damn emo in class listening to Kelly Clarkson-Because Of You.
(after 15minutes)
HAHAHAA! omg im watching Ellen's show on youtube with Heidi Klum... it's so freaking funny... and i do feel alot better now. =X
i duno why suddenly damn emo in class listening to Kelly Clarkson-Because Of You.
(after 15minutes)
HAHAHAA! omg im watching Ellen's show on youtube with Heidi Klum... it's so freaking funny... and i do feel alot better now. =X
Sunday, January 18, 2009
enjoyed myself.
ohh... i enjoyed myself today. went for massage! =x so relaxing... well... somewhat.
xD
tralalalaaa... my first massage experience... ahmmm what to say about it lehh? AHMMM...overall still good lo. =)) tml start school le. now i feel that this weekend why so fast over de... HAHA. ahmmm... really wan my march holidays to come faster den i can go out everyday. HEHE... i need $$ sia... need to spend spend spend... SHOPPING! =x any lobang can intro me? =x
xD
tralalalaaa... my first massage experience... ahmmm what to say about it lehh? AHMMM...overall still good lo. =)) tml start school le. now i feel that this weekend why so fast over de... HAHA. ahmmm... really wan my march holidays to come faster den i can go out everyday. HEHE... i need $$ sia... need to spend spend spend... SHOPPING! =x any lobang can intro me? =x
Thursday, January 15, 2009
fear in my eyes.
well, actually not really in my eyes. DRAMA DUE DATE IS COMING NEARER AND NEARER!!!
production teams haven't even really start on props and setting and background. And actors/acteresses only practiced till scene 3 out fo scene 8... WAHH damn stress as a stage manager! today finished my proposal in class sia. VERY HAPPY! coz i think i do it well. HEHE. lucky didn't stay up last night to finish it hahaa... wahh this week damn packed. meeting friends EVERYDAY. hahaa. go out every night. WUUUU!!! im going for massage this sunday! my first time sia... wonder how it'll be.
tralalalaa... ytd i went tanning at redhill swimming pool. Well, it was as cruisy as ever. HAHA! ended up with a tan! cool so happy sia. more and i'll look even more nice. hahaa so BHB right? but well. thats ME!
sia la... chinese new year coming... very excited. can wear all my new clothings... WUUUYEAHH! =X
i finished doing my PBIL before holiday liao. so now this practical class im practically listening to songs and doing nothing much... hahaa... i shall be happy for all i know... i dun wan to be sad liao le. =))
production teams haven't even really start on props and setting and background. And actors/acteresses only practiced till scene 3 out fo scene 8... WAHH damn stress as a stage manager! today finished my proposal in class sia. VERY HAPPY! coz i think i do it well. HEHE. lucky didn't stay up last night to finish it hahaa... wahh this week damn packed. meeting friends EVERYDAY. hahaa. go out every night. WUUUU!!! im going for massage this sunday! my first time sia... wonder how it'll be.
tralalalaa... ytd i went tanning at redhill swimming pool. Well, it was as cruisy as ever. HAHA! ended up with a tan! cool so happy sia. more and i'll look even more nice. hahaa so BHB right? but well. thats ME!
sia la... chinese new year coming... very excited. can wear all my new clothings... WUUUYEAHH! =X
i finished doing my PBIL before holiday liao. so now this practical class im practically listening to songs and doing nothing much... hahaa... i shall be happy for all i know... i dun wan to be sad liao le. =))
Monday, January 12, 2009
bye bye.
there are things that sometime i also duno what to do about... hais.... been so emo myself... like what am i doing at this moment in this freaking class typing this freaking post without anything idea in my head of what to type but then again i also duno what to do...teacher's doing intergration and im intergrating myself. Listening to the song Bye Bye by Mariah Carey... makes me feel damn float-ish now... heart's not with me Body's here with my mind being so empty... soooooooooooooooooooooo many things has happened for me myself and i... not to mention people around me are changing as well... but seems that they are on the right track towards happiness... yet im being thrown back to square one everytime i climb up with someone as my support...
i wanna be hot and i wan a good body!!!! hack care!!! i need to run i need to gym i need to swim i need to tan!!!!!!!!! so frustrated with myself... i need more determination to have a hot body. things like that dun just come in a blink of an eye.
maybe through gymming den i'll feel alot better.
GO HARRY GO HARRY GO GO GO!!!! dun so emo liao le!!! cheer up and you know you did your best everytime den it's the best you could get out of it.
=)) PATS MY OWN BACK.
i wanna be hot and i wan a good body!!!! hack care!!! i need to run i need to gym i need to swim i need to tan!!!!!!!!! so frustrated with myself... i need more determination to have a hot body. things like that dun just come in a blink of an eye.
maybe through gymming den i'll feel alot better.
GO HARRY GO HARRY GO GO GO!!!! dun so emo liao le!!! cheer up and you know you did your best everytime den it's the best you could get out of it.
=)) PATS MY OWN BACK.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Busy like a Bee ._.
oh god... been so busy these few days.... AHMMM... wonder where shall i start... OH I KNOW!
Any1 heard 88.3FM radio broadcast ytd(10/1/2009) around 7pm?!?!
GUESS WHAT!
i was doing interview live broadcast from Heeren's Subway!!! Kai Yin from 88.3FM came and interviewed me and my friend while he was eating his dinner... and WA LAAA!!! Live broadcast through the phone to the radio station and we won 10bucks voucher each just for talking a few words!!! THAT IS SO FREAKING COOL AYY?!?! but probably no one would recognize yeah?
ahmmm... i cant really remember what to talk about... hais... LOL die liao le age of 17 already STM. xD tralalalaaa... i got shorts today from Bugis but apparent i just tried it but it's too tight for fat harry. gotta go back and change le lo.. =.=
Any1 heard 88.3FM radio broadcast ytd(10/1/2009) around 7pm?!?!
GUESS WHAT!
i was doing interview live broadcast from Heeren's Subway!!! Kai Yin from 88.3FM came and interviewed me and my friend while he was eating his dinner... and WA LAAA!!! Live broadcast through the phone to the radio station and we won 10bucks voucher each just for talking a few words!!! THAT IS SO FREAKING COOL AYY?!?! but probably no one would recognize yeah?
ahmmm... i cant really remember what to talk about... hais... LOL die liao le age of 17 already STM. xD tralalalaaa... i got shorts today from Bugis but apparent i just tried it but it's too tight for fat harry. gotta go back and change le lo.. =.=
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
boring day.
oh god. today's class was very boring. i was practically eating CHICKEN CUTLET RICE in class. cool ayy? sorry la was too hungry in the morning also duno why... LOL. today had CD module class.
(for people's information... CD=Character Development)
yeap. and there's this group that came up with a movie review of " The 10 promises to the dog" or something... i've watched it with my god daddy... and i cried in the theatre i duno how many times la... LOL. all i can remember that there's this crazy girl sitting beside me that went " OWWWWW so cute leh the dog......OH the dog die lehhh, very very sad" and her expressions are very very dramatic... more dramatic den the actor who lost the life of her dog. =.= serious la... she's practically weirdo kind. she cried and bawled and weeped and sobbed like nobody sitting beside her like that... also not ur dog die! LOL.
den after CD module... i stunned... KNOW WHY OR NOT? i have nothing to do after class sia..!! i didn't ask anyone out. and i had no plans for the day. oh god! den i called ALEX!!! LOL. apparently i feel abit weird disturbing him like almost everyday nowadays so i somewhat gave him a day off... if not his shoulder surely bruise one... haha always let me hit until like red red at the end of the day one... LOL.
AND SO, i decided to meet my mom at jurong point. We went to CRYSTAL JADE SHANGHAI XIAO LONG BAO outlet to have lunch. omg so nice... i always like their sweet and sour la mien. =X after that went to walk around to look for shorts/jeans/berms to buy to wear for CNY. i bought myself 1 shirt and 1 t-shirt and i got a tank top liaos. so 3 tops... and i got my CK undies!!! LOL. so i just need the bottoms... yeahhh!!! BOTTOMS!!! LOL. >_< nope not those kind of bottoms but ya that kinda bottoms. u get it? =X hahaha... explaining seems to make it even more shallow. saw alfred with his mei mei walking around... and he was like totally didn't see me and im like so fat and he can actually miss me in his sight! or probably im not hot enough to attract his attention. he looks different abit more matured and yeapp... he says his still kiddy kiddy. LOL.. plus his still small sized and i can see him! why cant he see fat harry! LOL.
den me and my mom went home. i been using laptop since i got home after my bath. hais.... abit boring arhh nobody to chat with and all... i guess i need to survive like that for 2009 lo... not getting attached for a year... seems hard but have to try!
always aim for excellence and not perfection~ =))
anyway, it's late and yeapp. i need to sleep.
SLEEPING IS IMPORTANT!!!
im serious! it helps you a lot! less pimples... no dark circles around eyes... yeap yeapp... i need to be more vain nowadays... hahaha... single at least need to look good also. need to run every week swim every week. tan more to get nicer tan... better complexion den i very happy liao... hopefully CNY dun fat fat can liaos. =X
GOOD NIGHTS EVERYONE!!!
(for people's information... CD=Character Development)
yeap. and there's this group that came up with a movie review of " The 10 promises to the dog" or something... i've watched it with my god daddy... and i cried in the theatre i duno how many times la... LOL. all i can remember that there's this crazy girl sitting beside me that went " OWWWWW so cute leh the dog......OH the dog die lehhh, very very sad" and her expressions are very very dramatic... more dramatic den the actor who lost the life of her dog. =.= serious la... she's practically weirdo kind. she cried and bawled and weeped and sobbed like nobody sitting beside her like that... also not ur dog die! LOL.
den after CD module... i stunned... KNOW WHY OR NOT? i have nothing to do after class sia..!! i didn't ask anyone out. and i had no plans for the day. oh god! den i called ALEX!!! LOL. apparently i feel abit weird disturbing him like almost everyday nowadays so i somewhat gave him a day off... if not his shoulder surely bruise one... haha always let me hit until like red red at the end of the day one... LOL.
AND SO, i decided to meet my mom at jurong point. We went to CRYSTAL JADE SHANGHAI XIAO LONG BAO outlet to have lunch. omg so nice... i always like their sweet and sour la mien. =X after that went to walk around to look for shorts/jeans/berms to buy to wear for CNY. i bought myself 1 shirt and 1 t-shirt and i got a tank top liaos. so 3 tops... and i got my CK undies!!! LOL. so i just need the bottoms... yeahhh!!! BOTTOMS!!! LOL. >_< nope not those kind of bottoms but ya that kinda bottoms. u get it? =X hahaha... explaining seems to make it even more shallow. saw alfred with his mei mei walking around... and he was like totally didn't see me and im like so fat and he can actually miss me in his sight! or probably im not hot enough to attract his attention. he looks different abit more matured and yeapp... he says his still kiddy kiddy. LOL.. plus his still small sized and i can see him! why cant he see fat harry! LOL.
den me and my mom went home. i been using laptop since i got home after my bath. hais.... abit boring arhh nobody to chat with and all... i guess i need to survive like that for 2009 lo... not getting attached for a year... seems hard but have to try!
always aim for excellence and not perfection~ =))
anyway, it's late and yeapp. i need to sleep.
SLEEPING IS IMPORTANT!!!
im serious! it helps you a lot! less pimples... no dark circles around eyes... yeap yeapp... i need to be more vain nowadays... hahaha... single at least need to look good also. need to run every week swim every week. tan more to get nicer tan... better complexion den i very happy liao... hopefully CNY dun fat fat can liaos. =X
GOOD NIGHTS EVERYONE!!!
BAG TAGS & MORE!
oh god! YTD was soooo happy. i got myself Tigger bag tags!!! i got 2 for myself, Denise got 1 for her lil bro, and Alex got one for himself too... HEHEE...
Ain't my all of them very cute? specially my Tigger ones... xD LOVE it... now one's on my crumpler and the other one i duno where to put... HEHE... =X LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! thinking where shall i go after school today... ahmmm.... BORING!!! =(
Ain't my all of them very cute? specially my Tigger ones... xD LOVE it... now one's on my crumpler and the other one i duno where to put... HEHE... =X LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! thinking where shall i go after school today... ahmmm.... BORING!!! =(
Monday, January 5, 2009
it has all ended.
time just flies and the 12days of christmas is over, so does this so called "relationship". NOTE the "----" it means i havent been attached. well people come and go... so i have to forget and forgive. LOL.
Watched "The Day The Earth Stood Still" "Bedtime Stories" "Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea" during this 12days of Christmas with the same person. At least our "relationship" ended without much struugle... well at least im the only one struggling to find my last breath. ANYWAY!!! Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea was a very nice show! funny at times... very cute... and kind touching for a 5y/o to really know the meaning of LOVE. Yet people at the age of 17 like me... cant even find what LOVE really means... i'll try my best to live through 2009 with much less dramatic emotions and self destructive "LOVE" that makes me ARGHZ!!!
Well, now all thats making me happy are drama practices and CNY is coming. OH HOLY CRAPS, i still need to buy more clothings for CNY!!! any1 wanna fund me? =X HAHA.
oh and yes! i still got 2 tickets to the Singapore Flyers!!! but apparently i cant choose someone special to go with me on this ride... looking looking looking...
Watched "The Day The Earth Stood Still" "Bedtime Stories" "Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea" during this 12days of Christmas with the same person. At least our "relationship" ended without much struugle... well at least im the only one struggling to find my last breath. ANYWAY!!! Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea was a very nice show! funny at times... very cute... and kind touching for a 5y/o to really know the meaning of LOVE. Yet people at the age of 17 like me... cant even find what LOVE really means... i'll try my best to live through 2009 with much less dramatic emotions and self destructive "LOVE" that makes me ARGHZ!!!Met Denise yesterday at night and den... we did nothing! well... practically nothing!
WELL, we had macaroons at least! and it taste... HOLISTIC! DELICIOUS! WONDERFUL! BEYOND IMAGINATION! =x
Den she wanted to give Sue Fei her Christmas present! LOL and luckily it's like the last day of Christmas so she bought it and we went to SF's house there and pass it to her. Tralalalaa... den i walked Denise home and den i went home myself... it's been a tough 2008 for me... lets hope year 2009 is alot better for Harry The Librain... LOL.WELL, we had macaroons at least! and it taste... HOLISTIC! DELICIOUS! WONDERFUL! BEYOND IMAGINATION! =x
Well, now all thats making me happy are drama practices and CNY is coming. OH HOLY CRAPS, i still need to buy more clothings for CNY!!! any1 wanna fund me? =X HAHA.
oh and yes! i still got 2 tickets to the Singapore Flyers!!! but apparently i cant choose someone special to go with me on this ride... looking looking looking...
Friday, January 2, 2009
what did i do for New Year?
people keep asking how i spent my New Year...
well, im not going to type out all the drama rama emotions here. cause it's too private to let people read about it. all i can say Harry's a Librain.
i spent my night drinking at Denise's friend's place...
Had Choya, red wine and Vodka Peach.
WOH we finished half a bottle. =X played games and loser get to drink shots. HAHA. i lost a few times i had to eat the Japanese Plum thingy in the Choya. First one taste alright... After that i ate 2 more which taste totally DIGUSTING! LOL. eeeww~
i went home at 8am and my parents wont very happy about it though. BUT i had a great time drinking my sorrows away. Things aint going well... and i hope it changes for the better. =)
enjoy first day of school kid! =))
well, im not going to type out all the drama rama emotions here. cause it's too private to let people read about it. all i can say Harry's a Librain.
i spent my night drinking at Denise's friend's place...
Had Choya, red wine and Vodka Peach.
WOH we finished half a bottle. =X played games and loser get to drink shots. HAHA. i lost a few times i had to eat the Japanese Plum thingy in the Choya. First one taste alright... After that i ate 2 more which taste totally DIGUSTING! LOL. eeeww~
i went home at 8am and my parents wont very happy about it though. BUT i had a great time drinking my sorrows away. Things aint going well... and i hope it changes for the better. =)
enjoy first day of school kid! =))
Thursday, January 1, 2009
New Year 2009
MY RESOLUTIONS FOR "TWO ZERO ZERO NINE"
1; solve the problem i'm having with YOU.
2; get better results for my exams.
3; find the reason why im on earth, why im seeking to love and to be loved.
4; family and friends always happy no sad sad, always healthy no sick sick.
5; have lots of money for me to spend!
6; try my best to get something for all those that cared for me in TWO ZERO ZERO EIGHT
7; get my life sorted out before i start another relationship.
8; be a NEW HARRY.
9; get good results for drama!
10; wish that all well if better for everyone. no more terrorist no more sadness no more fighting...
yeapp. yeap!!! =))
i miss you freaking lots please reply to my sms... PLEASE!
1; solve the problem i'm having with YOU.
2; get better results for my exams.
3; find the reason why im on earth, why im seeking to love and to be loved.
4; family and friends always happy no sad sad, always healthy no sick sick.
5; have lots of money for me to spend!
6; try my best to get something for all those that cared for me in TWO ZERO ZERO EIGHT
7; get my life sorted out before i start another relationship.
8; be a NEW HARRY.
9; get good results for drama!
10; wish that all well if better for everyone. no more terrorist no more sadness no more fighting...
yeapp. yeap!!! =))
i miss you freaking lots please reply to my sms... PLEASE!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Yet another hair cut at Chapter2.
OH MY GOD!
i love ME new hair cut! LOVE LOVE LOVE~~ hmm hmmmm!!! Thanks my hairstylist, Jay! His pretty cool lo... i made my appointment at 4:30pm. but apparently was late as i reached around 4:45pm... den i sat down on the CHAIR! LOL. den he asked me what i wan to do. The one and only thing i said was "CHANGE" in chinese and waaa LA! he totally understood me. cool ayy? =X
so now... im walking around with this cool hairdo... hehee.. TRALALALALAA... and yeapp... i went out with 2 friends and one of them cut their at some other shop. It was an auntie that cut his hair and apparently the process was very EYE CATCHING!
But like some said... it's not where you start, it's where you end at. =))
totally meaningful. cause he dun look as horrible as how he looked like during the haircut.
*ROLLING ON FLOOR LAUGHING MY ASS OFF*
hahaa. =X
ayyy. your hair looks alright to me la... dun be sad over it... I LIKE IT. im serious! so dun think so much. and VERY VERY sorry i didn't reply to ur sms or talk to you online. coz i doze off while playing with Tigger... wo bu shi gu yi bu yao gen ni jiang hua. =( dun angry with me k? MUACKS!
i love ME new hair cut! LOVE LOVE LOVE~~ hmm hmmmm!!! Thanks my hairstylist, Jay! His pretty cool lo... i made my appointment at 4:30pm. but apparently was late as i reached around 4:45pm... den i sat down on the CHAIR! LOL. den he asked me what i wan to do. The one and only thing i said was "CHANGE" in chinese and waaa LA! he totally understood me. cool ayy? =X
so now... im walking around with this cool hairdo... hehee.. TRALALALALAA... and yeapp... i went out with 2 friends and one of them cut their at some other shop. It was an auntie that cut his hair and apparently the process was very EYE CATCHING!
But like some said... it's not where you start, it's where you end at. =))
totally meaningful. cause he dun look as horrible as how he looked like during the haircut.
*ROLLING ON FLOOR LAUGHING MY ASS OFF*
hahaa. =X
ayyy. your hair looks alright to me la... dun be sad over it... I LIKE IT. im serious! so dun think so much. and VERY VERY sorry i didn't reply to ur sms or talk to you online. coz i doze off while playing with Tigger... wo bu shi gu yi bu yao gen ni jiang hua. =( dun angry with me k? MUACKS!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
TO.OT
oh god...
I do not know what to do now.
I do not know what to do now.
what do to leh what to do lehh... very confusing sia... i did something so wrong yesterday... i've been blaming myself for like 24hrs from now. i really feel like venting my angry on some1... LOL! anyone can let me punch and hit ya till i feel better?!?!
Cause i've been hitting the walls and YES it hurts pretty much. but the wall like no reaction de. BUT if it does den it's kind creepy ayy?
today going to cut hair lohhh~ happy happy i shall ask my stylist to just change my hair style. just change it majorly... any random kind but no botaks! =)) awaiting for my new look. =)
today going to cut hair lohhh~ happy happy i shall ask my stylist to just change my hair style. just change it majorly... any random kind but no botaks! =)) awaiting for my new look. =)
ok i look like this now! =))
Monday, December 29, 2008
CIP sunday/pissing drama practice.
FIRST AND FORE MOST!
Today is a freaking hot and tiring day. YET people wants to piss me off by not coming for drama practice! you guys are all FINED! ALL contribution goes to DPF(Drama Props Fund). =)
yeapp~ Last night, i slept at 1am thinking that i could sleep properly after all that happened last night... well apparently i couldn't sleep with ease... random thots just keep popping in my head just kept tossing and turning left and right...
Den...WALA!!! it's 5 and i've to wake up to prepare to go to Orchard Takashimaya there to help out with some T-Net Sports Event. my eyes can bearly open while sitting the freaking long mrt ride... and still thinking what to do in this coming days... den i reach there and took attendance and wear the Tee provided.
tag to be wore during duty.
The freaking hot sun started blazing at us at 10am and it lasted till 2plus 3 den the sun wasn't that hot. omg! im soo going to get uneven tanning! LOL such a vainpot ayy? xD
den i met up with Junior and his didi...ermm sorry i didn't catch your name.. my bad! and we went to NUM to buy stuff. omg i got this new singlet!!! COOOOOL! =X
ANYWAY, den i rushed down to Esplanade for drama practice thinking that i am very late since it was already 5:15pm...guess what!!! only 4 people were there when i made it.
GIVE ME 5 reasons why i shouldn't be angry and accept that in the end only 6 people which includes me turn up for this practice?!?!
HELLO! this is called drama practice for a reason! people need to come to practice AS A WHOLE TEAM. How is everyone going to act without a particular role in the play!
I am very very very very very very very very very very disappointed by you guys...
hais... i slept for only THREE FREAKING HOURS and this is how you guys repay me! THANKS A HELL LOTS!
AND guys! please dun disappoint me again. else i'll be harsher in the ground rules for our drama group. i dun wan to be so bad but i have no choice.
im freaking tired now. shall sleep in early.
i really missed you even though i didn't voice out. hope your sleeping fine next block. =)) see you tml morning for a meal specially made by me!!! =))
The freaking hot sun started blazing at us at 10am and it lasted till 2plus 3 den the sun wasn't that hot. omg! im soo going to get uneven tanning! LOL such a vainpot ayy? xD
den i met up with Junior and his didi...ermm sorry i didn't catch your name.. my bad! and we went to NUM to buy stuff. omg i got this new singlet!!! COOOOOL! =X
ANYWAY, den i rushed down to Esplanade for drama practice thinking that i am very late since it was already 5:15pm...guess what!!! only 4 people were there when i made it.
GIVE ME 5 reasons why i shouldn't be angry and accept that in the end only 6 people which includes me turn up for this practice?!?!
HELLO! this is called drama practice for a reason! people need to come to practice AS A WHOLE TEAM. How is everyone going to act without a particular role in the play!
I am very very very very very very very very very very disappointed by you guys...
hais... i slept for only THREE FREAKING HOURS and this is how you guys repay me! THANKS A HELL LOTS!
AND guys! please dun disappoint me again. else i'll be harsher in the ground rules for our drama group. i dun wan to be so bad but i have no choice.
im freaking tired now. shall sleep in early.
i really missed you even though i didn't voice out. hope your sleeping fine next block. =)) see you tml morning for a meal specially made by me!!! =))
Saturday, December 27, 2008
i hate this part right here.
I HATE THIS PART.
totally what i feel now. why everyone does that to me de? really really make me ****ing confused. why must happy sunny days ends with ****ing storms... today was suppose to be happy happy!
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY ENJOYED TODAY! I AM SUPPOSE TO SMILE ALL DAY LONG!
why sia i really duno... the expression-less expression on his face... the trying my best to fake a smile face... it feels so damn weird in just that few minutes. i wanted to hug you. i really want to. but... i cant do it coz my body and my mind aint working together...
let's just say for now... i dun wan you to be sad, i wan you to be happy everyday. Even if i'd to walk through the storm.
GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP TIGHT!
totally what i feel now. why everyone does that to me de? really really make me ****ing confused. why must happy sunny days ends with ****ing storms... today was suppose to be happy happy!
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY ENJOYED TODAY! I AM SUPPOSE TO SMILE ALL DAY LONG!
why sia i really duno... the expression-less expression on his face... the trying my best to fake a smile face... it feels so damn weird in just that few minutes. i wanted to hug you. i really want to. but... i cant do it coz my body and my mind aint working together...
let's just say for now... i dun wan you to be sad, i wan you to be happy everyday. Even if i'd to walk through the storm.
GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP TIGHT!
Tired? OR Enjoyable?
today was very tiring, yet very enjoyable. having to see you the whole day. LOL. HUGGS! good nights~
looking forward to yet another drama meeting. WOOTS! LOVEs drama~
looking forward to yet another drama meeting. WOOTS! LOVEs drama~
Friday, December 26, 2008
CHRISTMAS!
Today is Christmas.
FIRSTLY!
i didn't get any presents. =(
SECONDLY!
my grandmother's house was freaking boring. =(
THIRDLY!
my friends did make my Christmas a lil bit better den i expected. =)
watched "The Day The Earth Stood Still" pretty nice of a story for a Sci-Fic movie. LOVEs the way the silver lil buggies clear up everything. hahaa. =X oh and the story behind the story is to... SAVE EARTH! global warming and all are KILLING MR. EARTH.
i dun wan EARTH to be girl-SO THERE!
yeapp. the company was great if both of you is reading my blog. hehee... errm. thanks WL for the movie. thanks D to be just there. LOL...
Nights night everyone. sleep well on this special and and prepare to BOX tml. =X
FIRSTLY!
i didn't get any presents. =(
SECONDLY!
my grandmother's house was freaking boring. =(
THIRDLY!
my friends did make my Christmas a lil bit better den i expected. =)
watched "The Day The Earth Stood Still" pretty nice of a story for a Sci-Fic movie. LOVEs the way the silver lil buggies clear up everything. hahaa. =X oh and the story behind the story is to... SAVE EARTH! global warming and all are KILLING MR. EARTH.
i dun wan EARTH to be girl-SO THERE!
yeapp. the company was great if both of you is reading my blog. hehee... errm. thanks WL for the movie. thanks D to be just there. LOL...
Nights night everyone. sleep well on this special and and prepare to BOX tml. =X
Thursday, December 25, 2008
flyer's maintenance!
i just just JUST found out that Flyers is under maintenance... so i could get a refund for it!
hehe.
well... it'll be better if it just ends now. no more driggy draggies... dragging further only makes me more sad. i'm going to afresh this year. 2009 is going to be a BANG!
hehe.
well... it'll be better if it just ends now. no more driggy draggies... dragging further only makes me more sad. i'm going to afresh this year. 2009 is going to be a BANG!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
stupid christmas eve.
came out happily went back with lots and lots of sadness.
bought Doves for my clique. but apparently everyone just couldn't make it last minute so ya... im very very very disappointed and sad. started to get bored after we ate at "LAO BEI JING" restaurant at Plaza Sing. and it's only THREE people today. Den i played arcade played LAN played arcade again and took bus to Orchard road and walk aimlessly with lots of Chocos left ungiven... what's the joy of sharing when nobody is there for you to share with? like... hais...
DEN.
started to think of a particular person. kept thinking kept thinking... never message that person for 3 days... neither a message from that person. hais... really really another one sided kind thing. so thats that, i got freaking EMO and had no mood to walk around and the christmas-ish spirit in me was gone... so i decided to leave town and head home. tried to be happy but no matter how hard i try, wasn't much of a help to myself.
i really really miss you lots. thot u would message me but i guess ur just too busy even though u said u would tell me if you would be free on christmas... but i guess im just to retarded to believe that.
ANYONE WANTS TO GO TO THE FLYERS WITH ME. MY TICKETS EXPIRES BEFORE 31 DECEMBER 2008. ANYONE?!?!
bought Doves for my clique. but apparently everyone just couldn't make it last minute so ya... im very very very disappointed and sad. started to get bored after we ate at "LAO BEI JING" restaurant at Plaza Sing. and it's only THREE people today. Den i played arcade played LAN played arcade again and took bus to Orchard road and walk aimlessly with lots of Chocos left ungiven... what's the joy of sharing when nobody is there for you to share with? like... hais...
DEN.
started to think of a particular person. kept thinking kept thinking... never message that person for 3 days... neither a message from that person. hais... really really another one sided kind thing. so thats that, i got freaking EMO and had no mood to walk around and the christmas-ish spirit in me was gone... so i decided to leave town and head home. tried to be happy but no matter how hard i try, wasn't much of a help to myself.
i really really miss you lots. thot u would message me but i guess ur just too busy even though u said u would tell me if you would be free on christmas... but i guess im just to retarded to believe that.
ANYONE WANTS TO GO TO THE FLYERS WITH ME. MY TICKETS EXPIRES BEFORE 31 DECEMBER 2008. ANYONE?!?!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
boredom leads to loneliness.
oh god. im so freaking bored that i started playing doTa. and guess what! i LOSE TERRIBLY TO 2 AIs. =.= im so freaking noob. nobody wants to teach me and...
STUPID ALEX YOU WENT TO SLEEP WITHOUT MESSAGING ME! IM SOOOOOOOOOO GOING TO SMACK YOU ON WEDNESDAY!!!
once again that feeling of being lonely came all over me. i have to...have to...HAVE TO get used to this feeling. shall not jump into conclusions that ya that person likes me and in the end being a one sided thing. tralalalaa... good thing is TIGGER is always with me. oh great... now im starting to emo... hais...
GOOD NIGHTS EVERYONE!!!
been thinking of you for the whole day. hope u enjoyed first day in ur camp. well, you should be!! Since it was where u wanted to be. I shall not disturb u anymore. because the feeling u give me makes me feel like im having another one sided love kinda thing again. GOOD LUCK and JIA YOU towards ur goal in ya future. =) HUGGs. think i wouldn't be able to redeem my hugs from you anymore. ='(
STUPID ALEX YOU WENT TO SLEEP WITHOUT MESSAGING ME! IM SOOOOOOOOOO GOING TO SMACK YOU ON WEDNESDAY!!!
once again that feeling of being lonely came all over me. i have to...have to...HAVE TO get used to this feeling. shall not jump into conclusions that ya that person likes me and in the end being a one sided thing. tralalalaa... good thing is TIGGER is always with me. oh great... now im starting to emo... hais...
GOOD NIGHTS EVERYONE!!!
been thinking of you for the whole day. hope u enjoyed first day in ur camp. well, you should be!! Since it was where u wanted to be. I shall not disturb u anymore. because the feeling u give me makes me feel like im having another one sided love kinda thing again. GOOD LUCK and JIA YOU towards ur goal in ya future. =) HUGGs. think i wouldn't be able to redeem my hugs from you anymore. ='(
Monday, December 22, 2008
practicing at Esplanade.
GOD! it's the first time we practiced out of school, sooooo... cool ayy?
today is "DONG YI JIE". Woke up with disappointment not to be spoken. Well at least i know Mom cooked freaking lotsa food. YUMMY YUMMY FOOD! but trying to slim down so i cut down on eat all the chicken and stuff and drank alot of soup to make myself full.
._.
den finished eating and prepare to go out meet alex. Lost track of time while watching TV and OH FREAKY GOD GODDD! it's 2 and im meeting him 2:15 at vivo?
-.-
i was freaking late. AND AGAIN SORRY FOR BEING LATE ALEX!!! =] we both have Crumpler bag now!!! like so freaking cool going out first day with my new giangantic Crumpler bag!!! It contained my laptop, laptop adaptor, HP adaptor, Doritos, Tigger, organiser.... it's PRACTICALLY WOO WOO!!! LOVE IT AND I LOVE IT BIG!
=X sounds wrong. =x
den we went for gelato!!! i had MANGO SORBET, he had HAZELNUT GELATO. den we took bus to dhoby for me to print my drama scripts but apparently it ended up being up to 6bucks? like so freaking expensive?!?! ARGHz. so i called yi qiang to go Queensway help me print 2 copies!!! ended up being 4plus when my friends did it for like 2.40 EACH!
=.=
im practically robbed indirectly!!! ARGHz. den alex and me went to the arcade. played some games. and i totally i cant believed that i LOST IN A FIGHTING GAME AT FIRST STAGE! like totally WT*!!!!!!!!!! hais. another disappointment for the day. by the time we finish playing already 6:30 so we make our way to city hall... like ya. den met joelle to bring her to Esplanade. and Alex went off.
today's drama practice was very fun. enjoyed it alot. thanks the lot for such a wonderful day. have alot of laughs and we did finish the whole scripts. thanks for your cooperation and i'm glad u guys enjoyed too. =)
awww... very sad ur booking in tml. gosH, i think i should stop all this one sided thingies. well, i actually promised myself not to tell u about the flyers thingy but hais. im just crap i think. sorry for disturbing again. you're probably asleep when i finish this, good nights!
today is "DONG YI JIE". Woke up with disappointment not to be spoken. Well at least i know Mom cooked freaking lotsa food. YUMMY YUMMY FOOD! but trying to slim down so i cut down on eat all the chicken and stuff and drank alot of soup to make myself full.
._.
den finished eating and prepare to go out meet alex. Lost track of time while watching TV and OH FREAKY GOD GODDD! it's 2 and im meeting him 2:15 at vivo?
-.-
i was freaking late. AND AGAIN SORRY FOR BEING LATE ALEX!!! =] we both have Crumpler bag now!!! like so freaking cool going out first day with my new giangantic Crumpler bag!!! It contained my laptop, laptop adaptor, HP adaptor, Doritos, Tigger, organiser.... it's PRACTICALLY WOO WOO!!! LOVE IT AND I LOVE IT BIG!
=X sounds wrong. =x
den we went for gelato!!! i had MANGO SORBET, he had HAZELNUT GELATO. den we took bus to dhoby for me to print my drama scripts but apparently it ended up being up to 6bucks? like so freaking expensive?!?! ARGHz. so i called yi qiang to go Queensway help me print 2 copies!!! ended up being 4plus when my friends did it for like 2.40 EACH!
=.=
im practically robbed indirectly!!! ARGHz. den alex and me went to the arcade. played some games. and i totally i cant believed that i LOST IN A FIGHTING GAME AT FIRST STAGE! like totally WT*!!!!!!!!!! hais. another disappointment for the day. by the time we finish playing already 6:30 so we make our way to city hall... like ya. den met joelle to bring her to Esplanade. and Alex went off.
today's drama practice was very fun. enjoyed it alot. thanks the lot for such a wonderful day. have alot of laughs and we did finish the whole scripts. thanks for your cooperation and i'm glad u guys enjoyed too. =)
awww... very sad ur booking in tml. gosH, i think i should stop all this one sided thingies. well, i actually promised myself not to tell u about the flyers thingy but hais. im just crap i think. sorry for disturbing again. you're probably asleep when i finish this, good nights!
Saturday, December 20, 2008
boredom.
im just simply bored. Thus, im here blogging about my boredom.
sad you cant make it. Thot i planned out the following day properly before telling you. but... it's ok. Once again i feel that everything is just one sided. i wan gelatoes to drown my sorrows.
sad you cant make it. Thot i planned out the following day properly before telling you. but... it's ok. Once again i feel that everything is just one sided. i wan gelatoes to drown my sorrows.
full of thots.
BEFORE i start expressing myself and all. i would like to say that this blog is still undergoing maintanence so please...! be UNDERSTANDING. =))
._. *clears throat*
here goes nothing.
today i spent my day at home, i wanted to rest but den again... starts to get boring and all sorts. Met up denise to shop for groceries in the morning at NTUC. bought CHEESE, HAM, MUSHROOM. Den headed back to my house and prepare to bake our Pizza. The thing about our pizza was... it looks funny and i've never done this badly before! you'll see the picture later on. LOL. den again Denise has to go off so freaking early coz she has to teach tuition.
here goes nothing.
today i spent my day at home, i wanted to rest but den again... starts to get boring and all sorts. Met up denise to shop for groceries in the morning at NTUC. bought CHEESE, HAM, MUSHROOM. Den headed back to my house and prepare to bake our Pizza. The thing about our pizza was... it looks funny and i've never done this badly before! you'll see the picture later on. LOL. den again Denise has to go off so freaking early coz she has to teach tuition.
PIZZA PIC!
DO WE LOOK LIKE MONSTERS WITH BIG TONGUE? =x
den after i send her off to the bus stop. i wondered what i can do for the rest of the long long day. =( stone rot decompose...BLAH BLAH BLAH. i ending playing games from www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal it is a very nice website to me. plain and simple games. =))
TOTALLY LOVED!!!
This game is the best.
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g2/stars.htm
The thing about this game is that... i PERSONALLY feel that it has a very rich meaning.
You see the girl in the game, her house is in like a remote place with nobody around. The feeling it gives me is like lonely and nothing to do at home. (ASSUMING THAT THE PLACE IS REMOTED) It's night time and she's jumping around TRYING her best to touch the stars in which are diamonds in the eyes of the poor as some people said. BUT no matter how hard she tries she just couldn't reach it. And in the reflections, you see her dream come true.
to me seriously it means alot just den a game. REALLY REALLY have to praise the person who came up with this game. =))
cheers and good nights!!!
congrats and enjoy ur night. your missed. =(
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)