Is this the right way to stop?

I been thinking about it this whole mornig.
I duno what im doing is right or wrong. But whatever i've done... im still not happy. i miss you lots. i duno why. especially when u dont sms me anymore. I know i was the one who asked for it. perhaps i need time to tune back. I feel very sad on this day. the day i wanna be happy on. why is all this happening to me?

It feels fuzzy and funny deep inside when ur emo and u walk past this big big shelf of Dettol in NTUC. =\
Im hoping i wont do anything stupid.
Im breaking down deep inside, physically and mentally.
I have no more courage to move on.
I just have to finish what I started and perhaps move on to what I think is the best way out of everything.