My Happy Family ._.

I woke up this morning feeling kinda blue,
I was late for class but i didn't hurry instead i slowly stumble outta bed.

The first thought that came to my mind was "Why aren't u beside me".
I feel that I've been a burden to everyone around me.
My close friends are probably irritated by my MULTIPLE 'attempts' which have only led to failure and emotional downhills. I personally wish that i can live my life alone.

Ytd, Mr Discreet spoke with me. Telling me his story and all... I wish it could have been that much easier in finding my 'Someone Special". It's been awhile that i put myself on the front line. I don't understand the fact that i am always putting others infront of me even though sometimes i feel as if the whole world if falling down down me and there are already a lot of times that i cannot continue.

Day by day, One by one.
My heart became colder and colder, my life became more and more meaningless.
Maybe it's seriously time for me to stop contacting everyone else. Apart from people i think that will have a positive impact on my life.
I've made a choice. I will stop and wait. I shall not do anything in rush. I shall not do anything wronog. AND i shall wait for my "Someone Special".