11.10.09 bad.

i cant believe my 18th bday celebration is like so... not a celebration? heh~ i give up on my 18th bday.

thanks for the very few people that made it today. Alex, Jun Hao and Carl... thanks for well ur presence i guess. And thanks Aloysius for the present even though i sort of scolded u for the whole day through SMS. Thanks Tim for accompanying me just now... Sorry if my presence at ur shop has caused any misunderstanding between u and ZH. i duno... i dun wan anything to happen, not even doubts.


i realised that my presence recently have only brought about bad things to people around me and to myself. And i really miss someone now and i duno how his doing. His not talking to me nor do i have the courage to talk to him anymore. Just really really concerned about u, i guess. Take care and sleep earlier k? =DD