Is this the right way to stop?

I been thinking about it this whole mornig.
I duno what im doing is right or wrong. But whatever i've done... im still not happy. i miss you lots. i duno why. especially when u dont sms me anymore. I know i was the one who asked for it. perhaps i need time to tune back. I feel very sad on this day. the day i wanna be happy on. why is all this happening to me?

It feels fuzzy and funny deep inside when ur emo and u walk past this big big shelf of Dettol in NTUC. =\
Im hoping i wont do anything stupid.
Im breaking down deep inside, physically and mentally.
I have no more courage to move on.
I just have to finish what I started and perhaps move on to what I think is the best way out of everything.

i didn't like it much.

The dinner @ Wavehouse on Good Friday was kinda crappy. I had myself wrote a 500word essay complaint to the manager. Seriously! It got me really really pissed the whole time. I'm still waiting for manager's reply and say on this. If she's not going to reply den i dont think i should support her anymore. =\


I know I'm walking into this trap I laid out for myself.
Everyday right after i wake up, I tell myself this

"These people doesn't like you, so don't bother trying to get together, It's obvious they are just nice coz they just wanna be friends... you are fine the way you are being single now. Move on!!"

Like seriously! I need something/someone to distract me...
I DON'T WANT NOR NEED THIS EXTRA STRESS.
I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE.
YOUR REALLY NICE!
BUT I CANT CONTROL.
AND IT'S DRIVING ME MAD!
RAGING HORMONES OUTTA CONTROL!!
I LEFT MY HEART ON THE DANCE FLOOR! (and everyone's stepping on it. FUCK YOU!)

LOL. that's random. for a second there I didn't feel stress but it's back again.

>.<

I Hate This Part Right Here, I Just Cant Take (your) Those Tears...
Gahhh!!!
1 sheep, 2 sheeps, 3 sheeps, 4 sheeps, 5 sheeps, 6 sheeps, 7 sheeps, 8 sheeps, 9 sheeps....
I GIVE UP!