Yet another hair cut at Chapter2.

OH MY GOD!

i love ME new hair cut! LOVE LOVE LOVE~~ hmm hmmmm!!! Thanks my hairstylist, Jay! His pretty cool lo... i made my appointment at 4:30pm. but apparently was late as i reached around 4:45pm... den i sat down on the CHAIR! LOL. den he asked me what i wan to do. The one and only thing i said was "CHANGE" in chinese and waaa LA! he totally understood me. cool ayy? =X

so now... im walking around with this cool hairdo... hehee.. TRALALALALAA... and yeapp... i went out with 2 friends and one of them cut their at some other shop. It was an auntie that cut his hair and apparently the process was very EYE CATCHING!

But like some said... it's not where you start, it's where you end at. =))

totally meaningful. cause he dun look as horrible as how he looked like during the haircut.
*ROLLING ON FLOOR LAUGHING MY ASS OFF*
hahaa. =X

ayyy. your hair looks alright to me la... dun be sad over it... I LIKE IT. im serious! so dun think so much. and VERY VERY sorry i didn't reply to ur sms or talk to you online. coz i doze off while playing with Tigger... wo bu shi gu yi bu yao gen ni jiang hua. =( dun angry with me k? MUACKS!

TO.OT

oh god...

I do not know what to do now.

what do to leh what to do lehh... very confusing sia... i did something so wrong yesterday... i've been blaming myself for like 24hrs from now. i really feel like venting my angry on some1... LOL! anyone can let me punch and hit ya till i feel better?!?!

Cause i've been hitting the walls and YES it hurts pretty much. but the wall like no reaction de. BUT if it does den it's kind creepy ayy?

today going to cut hair lohhh~ happy happy i shall ask my stylist to just change my hair style. just change it majorly... any random kind but no botaks! =)) awaiting for my new look. =)

ok i look like this now! =))

CIP sunday/pissing drama practice.

FIRST AND FORE MOST!

Today is a freaking hot and tiring day. YET people wants to piss me off by not coming for drama practice! you guys are all FINED! ALL contribution goes to DPF(Drama Props Fund). =)

yeapp~ Last night, i slept at 1am thinking that i could sleep properly after all that happened last night... well apparently i couldn't sleep with ease... random thots just keep popping in my head just kept tossing and turning left and right...
Den...WALA!!! it's 5 and i've to wake up to prepare to go to Orchard Takashimaya there to help out with some T-Net Sports Event. my eyes can bearly open while sitting the freaking long mrt ride... and still thinking what to do in this coming days... den i reach there and took attendance and wear the Tee provided.

tag to be wore during duty.

The freaking hot sun started blazing at us at 10am and it lasted till 2plus 3 den the sun wasn't that hot. omg! im soo going to get uneven tanning! LOL such a vainpot ayy? xD
den i met up with Junior and his didi...ermm sorry i didn't catch your name.. my bad! and we went to NUM to buy stuff. omg i got this new singlet!!! COOOOOL! =X

ANYWAY, den i rushed down to Esplanade for drama practice thinking that i am very late since it was already 5:15pm...guess what!!! only 4 people were there when i made it.

GIVE ME 5 reasons why i shouldn't be angry and accept that in the end only 6 people which includes me turn up for this practice?!?!

HELLO! this is called drama practice for a reason! people need to come to practice AS A WHOLE TEAM. How is everyone going to act without a particular role in the play!

I am very very very very very very very very very very disappointed by you guys...

hais... i slept for only THREE FREAKING HOURS and this is how you guys repay me! THANKS A HELL LOTS!

AND guys! please dun disappoint me again. else i'll be harsher in the ground rules for our drama group. i dun wan to be so bad but i have no choice.
im freaking tired now. shall sleep in early.

i really missed you even though i didn't voice out. hope your sleeping fine next block. =)) see you tml morning for a meal specially made by me!!! =))

i hate this part right here.

I HATE THIS PART.
totally what i feel now. why everyone does that to me de? really really make me ****ing confused. why must happy sunny days ends with ****ing storms... today was suppose to be happy happy!
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY ENJOYED TODAY! I AM SUPPOSE TO SMILE ALL DAY LONG!
why sia i really duno... the expression-less expression on his face... the trying my best to fake a smile face... it feels so damn weird in just that few minutes. i wanted to hug you. i really want to. but... i cant do it coz my body and my mind aint working together...
let's just say for now... i dun wan you to be sad, i wan you to be happy everyday. Even if i'd to walk through the storm.
GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP TIGHT!

Tired? OR Enjoyable?

today was very tiring, yet very enjoyable. having to see you the whole day. LOL. HUGGS! good nights~
looking forward to yet another drama meeting. WOOTS! LOVEs drama~

CHRISTMAS!

Today is Christmas.

FIRSTLY!
i didn't get any presents. =(
SECONDLY!
my grandmother's house was freaking boring. =(
THIRDLY!
my friends did make my Christmas a lil bit better den i expected. =)

watched "The Day The Earth Stood Still" pretty nice of a story for a Sci-Fic movie. LOVEs the way the silver lil buggies clear up everything. hahaa. =X oh and the story behind the story is to... SAVE EARTH! global warming and all are KILLING MR. EARTH.
i dun wan EARTH to be girl-SO THERE!
yeapp. the company was great if both of you is reading my blog. hehee... errm. thanks WL for the movie. thanks D to be just there. LOL...

Nights night everyone. sleep well on this special and and prepare to BOX tml. =X

flyer's maintenance!

i just just JUST found out that Flyers is under maintenance... so i could get a refund for it!
hehe.

well... it'll be better if it just ends now. no more driggy draggies... dragging further only makes me more sad. i'm going to afresh this year. 2009 is going to be a BANG!

stupid christmas eve.

came out happily went back with lots and lots of sadness.

bought Doves for my clique. but apparently everyone just couldn't make it last minute so ya... im very very very disappointed and sad. started to get bored after we ate at "LAO BEI JING" restaurant at Plaza Sing. and it's only THREE people today. Den i played arcade played LAN played arcade again and took bus to Orchard road and walk aimlessly with lots of Chocos left ungiven... what's the joy of sharing when nobody is there for you to share with? like... hais...
DEN.
started to think of a particular person. kept thinking kept thinking... never message that person for 3 days... neither a message from that person. hais... really really another one sided kind thing. so thats that, i got freaking EMO and had no mood to walk around and the christmas-ish spirit in me was gone... so i decided to leave town and head home. tried to be happy but no matter how hard i try, wasn't much of a help to myself.

i really really miss you lots. thot u would message me but i guess ur just too busy even though u said u would tell me if you would be free on christmas... but i guess im just to retarded to believe that.









ANYONE WANTS TO GO TO THE FLYERS WITH ME. MY TICKETS EXPIRES BEFORE 31 DECEMBER 2008. ANYONE?!?!

boredom leads to loneliness.

oh god. im so freaking bored that i started playing doTa. and guess what! i LOSE TERRIBLY TO 2 AIs. =.= im so freaking noob. nobody wants to teach me and...

STUPID ALEX YOU WENT TO SLEEP WITHOUT MESSAGING ME! IM SOOOOOOOOOO GOING TO SMACK YOU ON WEDNESDAY!!!

once again that feeling of being lonely came all over me. i have to...have to...HAVE TO get used to this feeling. shall not jump into conclusions that ya that person likes me and in the end being a one sided thing. tralalalaa... good thing is TIGGER is always with me. oh great... now im starting to emo... hais...
GOOD NIGHTS EVERYONE!!!
been thinking of you for the whole day. hope u enjoyed first day in ur camp. well, you should be!! Since it was where u wanted to be. I shall not disturb u anymore. because the feeling u give me makes me feel like im having another one sided love kinda thing again. GOOD LUCK and JIA YOU towards ur goal in ya future. =) HUGGs. think i wouldn't be able to redeem my hugs from you anymore. ='(

practicing at Esplanade.

GOD! it's the first time we practiced out of school, sooooo... cool ayy?

today is "DONG YI JIE". Woke up with disappointment not to be spoken. Well at least i know Mom cooked freaking lotsa food. YUMMY YUMMY FOOD! but trying to slim down so i cut down on eat all the chicken and stuff and drank alot of soup to make myself full.
._.
den finished eating and prepare to go out meet alex. Lost track of time while watching TV and OH FREAKY GOD GODDD! it's 2 and im meeting him 2:15 at vivo?
-.-
i was freaking late. AND AGAIN SORRY FOR BEING LATE ALEX!!! =] we both have Crumpler bag now!!! like so freaking cool going out first day with my new giangantic Crumpler bag!!! It contained my laptop, laptop adaptor, HP adaptor, Doritos, Tigger, organiser.... it's PRACTICALLY WOO WOO!!! LOVE IT AND I LOVE IT BIG!
=X sounds wrong. =x
den we went for gelato!!! i had MANGO SORBET, he had HAZELNUT GELATO. den we took bus to dhoby for me to print my drama scripts but apparently it ended up being up to 6bucks? like so freaking expensive?!?! ARGHz. so i called yi qiang to go Queensway help me print 2 copies!!! ended up being 4plus when my friends did it for like 2.40 EACH!
=.=
im practically robbed indirectly!!! ARGHz. den alex and me went to the arcade. played some games. and i totally i cant believed that i LOST IN A FIGHTING GAME AT FIRST STAGE! like totally WT*!!!!!!!!!! hais. another disappointment for the day. by the time we finish playing already 6:30 so we make our way to city hall... like ya. den met joelle to bring her to Esplanade. and Alex went off.

today's drama practice was very fun. enjoyed it alot. thanks the lot for such a wonderful day. have alot of laughs and we did finish the whole scripts. thanks for your cooperation and i'm glad u guys enjoyed too. =)


awww... very sad ur booking in tml. gosH, i think i should stop all this one sided thingies. well, i actually promised myself not to tell u about the flyers thingy but hais. im just crap i think. sorry for disturbing again. you're probably asleep when i finish this, good nights!

boredom.

im just simply bored. Thus, im here blogging about my boredom.
sad you cant make it. Thot i planned out the following day properly before telling you. but... it's ok. Once again i feel that everything is just one sided. i wan gelatoes to drown my sorrows.

full of thots.

BEFORE i start expressing myself and all. i would like to say that this blog is still undergoing maintanence so please...! be UNDERSTANDING. =))

._. *clears throat*
here goes nothing.

today i spent my day at home, i wanted to rest but den again... starts to get boring and all sorts. Met up denise to shop for groceries in the morning at NTUC. bought CHEESE, HAM, MUSHROOM. Den headed back to my house and prepare to bake our Pizza. The thing about our pizza was... it looks funny and i've never done this badly before! you'll see the picture later on. LOL. den again Denise has to go off so freaking early coz she has to teach tuition.

PIZZA PIC!

DO WE LOOK LIKE MONSTERS WITH BIG TONGUE? =x

den after i send her off to the bus stop. i wondered what i can do for the rest of the long long day. =( stone rot decompose...BLAH BLAH BLAH. i ending playing games from www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal it is a very nice website to me. plain and simple games. =))

TOTALLY LOVED!!!
This game is the best.
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g2/stars.htm
The thing about this game is that... i PERSONALLY feel that it has a very rich meaning.
You see the girl in the game, her house is in like a remote place with nobody around. The feeling it gives me is like lonely and nothing to do at home. (ASSUMING THAT THE PLACE IS REMOTED) It's night time and she's jumping around TRYING her best to touch the stars in which are diamonds in the eyes of the poor as some people said. BUT no matter how hard she tries she just couldn't reach it. And in the reflections, you see her dream come true.

to me seriously it means alot just den a game. REALLY REALLY have to praise the person who came up with this game. =))
cheers and good nights!!!

congrats and enjoy ur night. your missed. =(