I'm failing...

I unconditionally fall into a trap, one after another.
Only yet to find a further shattered piece of Heart,
Beside the all-already-broken one I have.

It takes effort to resist and control.
It takes time to move on and ignore.
It takes a lot for me to do all this.

I hope my head stops telling me what to do,
Just cause people are nice to me...
Doesn't mean they like me @ a single bit,
Not even a inch of love.



I do not want to talk to most of the people i use to chat with in JAPS anymore.
They just try their very best to disappoint you again and yet again after another.
They have no heart. no compassion. no understanding sentimentals.
It's a waste of time, energy and money.
I spent 150% doing happy things for them.
They spent 200% doing crappy things for me.
FUCK YOU PEOPLE. SCREW YOU!
Ya i know, all your other friends are more important.
For each and every occasion and outing i planned, your OTHER friends are ALWAYS MORE IMPORTANT.